horrible flesh :|: horrible nightmare [TAGGED!M]

[TAVIUS K. SUSUME]

HOW'S IT HANGING BITCH?
'CAUSE I STILL WANNA EAT YOU UP

Tears streamed down his flushed face. He couldn't shake it off this time. He was there. He wouldn't leave him alone. He could see him, he could hear him. He just wanted to die so bad. It hurt so much. Noa made it hard to breathe, he was so scared. He curled up tightly in his bed, violently trembling in fear as he closed his eyes tightly and covered his ears. Alas, that didn't help. He began to feel the other. The not-there touches. He began to scream and twist, his arms and legs flailing as he kept his eyes tight closed. No one else was there, not that he knew of anyway. As far as he knew, it was just him. Just him and Noa. He felt for sure that he would die. He could barely see from the tears that leaked from his eyes.

Suddenly his eyes shot open as he sat bolt up, his back perfectly straight. His hands fisted in the sheets he was tangled in. "Dorei, you useless little shit." whispered a voice in his ear. Tavius sniffled, though otherwise attempted to remain deathly silent. "If you can't be mine, you can't be anyone's." it snarled, Tavius choked back a sob and shook his head. "You're mine Dorei! Now die Tavius!" the voice commanded. Tavius jerked slightly, pulling the sheets tighter around himself. "G-go a-away! Y-you a-are n-not r-real!" he pleaded, his speech and breath broken wiht sobs as he began to hyperventialte. "I am and you know it! I'm here for you Tavius!" the voice sneered. Emerald eyes stared at the not-there body.

Slowly Tavius slid out from the safety of the blankets. He just wanted it to all end. He wanted it to all go away. He was so scared. Tears continued to fall as he grabbed his blankets and tied them together, making a noose silently as he did so. He hiccuped twice, his breath beginning to return. He paid barely any attention to his surroundings as he made quick work of pushing two beds together - he was sure everyone else was out of the day. Trembling he piled some boxes onto the join between the two beds. I say boxes, really it was anything he could make a tower with. Once it was made he didn't even admire his work before his slight frame climbed it. He could hear the laughter of Noa and Kazuki as he did.

He whimpered once more. He was scared, of course he was. But he was more scared of Noa than of dying. Getting his balance on the tower he attached his blanket to the ceiling, tying it in as many places as he could. Oxygen was evading him again as shakey fingers tied the knot. He slid his head into the noose he'd previously made and kicked at the tower beneath him, wanting it to fall. He quit. He didn't want this hurting to go on any longer. He felt like this would be the only method that would succeed. He hoped it would. He couldn't help but feel that if he died, no one else would suffer. If he died, none of his loved ones would hurt ever again. He wanted them to be safe. He wanted them to be happy. It was all his fault. He knew it was, and hated himself even more for it.

THIS PIECE WAS WRITTEN USING FEW WORDS AND WAS DONE SO BECAUSE FELIX ZIMMERMAN, SUNE OROCHI AND YAMATO SUSUME ARE GOING TO COME TO TEENAGE DORM TWO AND REPLY! DO YOU KNOW WHY? IT'S BECAUSE COOKIE MADE THIS LAYOUT FOR THIS THREAD SPECIALLY!

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