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Post by CRAIG JACE SUTHERLAND on May 20, 2010 22:15:05 GMT
He couldn't believe his dorm was being moved. This was just great. The fact that he had to hassle his stuff elsewhere was completely unfair. And, what the hell was wrong with these moronic people? Putting males and females in the same dorm rooms? Unreal. Moronic. Irritating. He hadn't even known who was in his dorm yet. He just decided to take the risk of seeing everyone for himself. If he was lucky there wouldn't be a full 10 people. Just mostly boys. He didn't even want to imagine any of his enemies being inside of there....or worse. She. She was the last thing he wanted to see right now. He was still trying to think up an apology plan. He hadn't seen her in maybe 2 days. Or 3. He tended to lose track of the days here.
As he was packing he remembered the bonfire. How he invited her there and then ditched her for Annabel. The sad part was he remembered nothing after that. Not one little thing. Everything that night was little. But there was one big thing. What the hell was She doing, drinking with that one guy? Flashes of every time he looked over to her went through his head. She wouldn't drink with hims but she'd drink with some other dude? Why should he apologize again? Oh, right. Craig just simply found it as the right thing to do. Unfortunately. Plus, was She mad at him for it? Cause he hadn't talked to her since. Though, he wasn't supposed to care. Why should he? Better yet, why shouldn't he?
He took his bag and headed out the door, heading down the hall to his new room. Ugh, he had no enthusiasm for this. He just prayed to who ever is listening that he'd possibly get Matthew back in his room. That would be great. He'd at least have some amusement. For now, he just had to hope She wouldn't be there. Strongly hope. But what was the likely hood of her being one of his new roommates? Probably 1 out of 100 chances.
He used the keys to unlock the door, looking around. The lights weren't on and from the looks of it, no one seemed to be there. Checking to see which beds were unoccupied, he set his stuff down on one. Taking stuff out of his bag, he first grabbed his notebook and threw it down on top of the blanket. It flipped open to the page he was writing in back at the auditorium. He never finished it after the interaction with...with....Jordyn. Leaving everything in its placed, he glanced at his notebook and then went into the bathroom. He hoped, wished, pleaded that he'd at least get some alone time in this dorm for a bit. Locking the bathroom door, he sighed.
Tagged: Jordyn Words: 448 Notes: ......so, i'm kinda like, am doing the apology thread a bit different than planned. Sorry. Is this okay though?? And yeah, Craig is a bit bipolar here.. Lyrics: You Stupid Girl by FH Credit: pxh
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Post by JORDYN DANIELLE MOORE on May 23, 2010 3:26:21 GMT
Fuck. Dorm changes. I mean seriously. Way to get us use to our roommates and then switching the shit around on us. What the hell was that about? It didn't take Jordyn long to get all of her belongs together. Being that she had practically been abandoned all her life, she didn't have many things to begin with. That was the only good thing about moving. Not much shit to have to move. Jordyn just hoped that someone she roomed with still had access to something sharp. Anything, really. Jordyn didn't care. It was the one thing that she had missed more than anything and the one thing she'd love to do right now.
The only other thought occuring to Jordyn about having to move was the possibility of her being placed in a room with Craig Jace Sutherland. Said asshole that somehow kept coming up in her journal. Same said asshole that had abandoned her the night of the bonfire. Gah. She couldn't get the image of him walking away from her out of her head. Not even stopping to look back at her. The only fun part was getting drunk with Max. Except after the fact. That wasn't so much fun. Neither was waking up in bushes the next day. Jordyn could have lived without that part but hey, you can't always get what you want.
Heading to her new room, she twisted the knob, the door opening up. The girl didn't know if some of her new roommates were here now, or had been earlier. Picking from one of the few beds that wasn't occupied with stuff, Jordyn fell back onto it, sprawling out and staring up at the ceiling. Please don't let him be one of my roomies. Please, please, please. Pulling herself up off her bed, she looked around her. Still three beds seemed to be unoccupied. Shrugging, she inspected some of the belongs laying around, wondering if she'd recognize anything.
One certain thing stood out. Laying on the bed closest to hers was a notebook, a notebook that she'd seen before. As well as writing in the notebook that she'd also seen before. "Damn." She grumbled a little, knowing that it had to be his. It had to be. Turning around, she headed over to the bathroom but when she twisted the knob, she found it was locked. Apparently someone was in there, tapping on the door lightly, she turned around and headed back to her bed. Falling backwards onto it again, she stared at the ceiling. If that ends up being Craig I swear I am going to go insane. He's going to make me kill myself. Laying there, I listened for the bathroom door to open.
Tagged: Craig Jace Words: 452 (: Notes: Its fine. I don't mind. (: Lyrics: 23 Days by Framing Hanley Muse: Entertain The Pain by My Favorite Highway Credit: Hmm. (:
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Post by CRAIG JACE SUTHERLAND on May 23, 2010 16:03:58 GMT
Craig turned on the water and took off his glasses, washing his face. He jumped at the handle on the door moving a bit. For a second he had thought the lock was broken. More importantly someone had been here. He leaves the room for the bathroom for just a moment and someone comes in. Great. That was just fantastic. There went that alone time he wanted. When he heard the tap on the door, he sighed and turned the water off. He didn't even want to bother with any of the towels in this place. Luckily, he had his own.
Unlocking the door, he froze in the door way, staring at the now newly occupied bed. "You've got to be kidding me..there's no way in hell....maybe my luck will tell me preferably she's got the wrong room." He quickly looked away from her quickly, going to his bag and pulling his towel out. He wiped his face, sighing yet again and trying to figure what to do, say, and act like. This really wasn't supposed to happen. Out of all the people in the world, the moron was here. Next thing he knew his number one enemy would appear. The likely chances of Bailey and Jordyn both here were probably 1/100 as well. He shook that thought off, not even wanting to think about that one
He realized he forgot his glasses in the bathroom but he didn't want to face turning around again. Even so, he threw the towel back in his bag and turned around. He froze again. Wasn't life supposed to go by quickly? Why did every encounter with this girl go by so slowly? "God dammit!" Instead of walking back over to the bathroom, he sat on his bed, looking away from her. Staring at the ground, he tried to figure out what to say. How to face any words she had to bitch back at him. But then again, what if she could care less about the whole bonfire incident? Then he wouldn't need to apologize, right? No, because he'd still feel guilty. Well, since she was the one who apparently had to get in the bathroom, maybe he'd get a few moments while she went in there.
Deciding to distract himself, he pulled his bag over to himself, still not saying anything to her. He threw more of his personal items on his bed, leaving any clothes in there. The personal items were merely bathroom supplies and another notebook. The blue notebook had been any writing of his own. This red one was all personal shit. The last thing he'd want Jordyn to see since it so far seemed to consist mostly of her. He didn't even start this one until he got to this stupid asylum. Why was it every other thought had to do with her now these days? It seemed like life wanted to torment him to the greatest level while he remained here.
Tagged: Jordyn Words: 494..o.O Notes: <3 Jordyn & Craig :3 Lyrics: You Stupid Girl by FH Credit: pxh
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Post by JORDYN DANIELLE MOORE on May 24, 2010 0:37:41 GMT
Jordyn had her eyes closed and was halfway asleep when she heard the bathroom door open. Whoever it was must not have known who she was because they didn't speak. Or it was him and he wasn't sure what to say to her. Which wasn't surprising to Jordyn. The boy had actually hurt Jordyn and it wasn't physically and Jordyn couldn't explain it for the life of her. Opening her eyes slowly, she stared up at the ceiling before she lifted her head to look over at the bed the person had settled onto. The person she saw wasn't one she wanted to see.
It was him. It was Craig. Sighing rather loudly, she pulled herself to the edge of her bed.Pulling herself to her feet a few minutes later, she crossed the room over to the small bathroom, closing and locking the door behind her. Just perfect. She wanted to yell and scream. Basically throw a tantrum until they moved her. That wasn't likely though. She was stuck with him. Stuck with it and there wasn't a damn thing she could do about it. Walking over to the sink, she turned on the water and then rubbed some of it on her neck, cheeks and forehead. Leaning her hands on the sink, she closed her eyes and stayed there for a few moments.
The small, pale girl knew what was going to happen before it did. She knew it was coming and she hated it. Opening her eyes, she sighed as a tear fell down her cheek. Wiping it away quickly, she prepared to go back out there. With him. It. Opening the door, she stood in the doorway watching him. He couldn't even speak to her. She hadn't been the one to do anything wrong. Why couldn't he just apologize for it? It wasn't that hard to do. Except for the fact that this was Craig she was talking about. He probably didn't think he had done anything wrong. If he had even remembered it to begin with.
Leaning against the door, her forehead creased and her bottom lip quivered. Jordyn, don't you dare. Don't let him know he gets to you. "Why did you do that?" Her voice broke once as she speak and she looked at the floor rather than at him. "Why beg me to go and then abandon me?" Twice. It broke twice that time. Fuck. Sigh. "Dammit. Never mind. You know what? I don't care. I don't need to know. Its obviously no big deal to you so it isn't going to be to me either." Retreating back into the bathroom, she closed and locked the door behind her. Leaning against the door, she slid down to the floor. She was never going to leave. Ever. She didn't want to see his face again. Didn't need to see his face again. And the hardest thing of all was that she let it show how much he had hurt her.
Tagged: Craig Jace Words: 486 Notes: Hmm, so a little different than what I had originally planned. >.< Lyrics: 23 Days by Framing Hanley Muse: Entertain The Pain by My Favorite Highway Credit: Hmm. (:
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Post by CRAIG JACE SUTHERLAND on May 27, 2010 1:31:30 GMT
He watched her walk into the bathroom, but tried to avert his eyes. He heard the water running and realized he'd have to deal with her everyday. Every single day until he got out of here or some how magically switched rooms. He was stuck this close to her all the time. He officially lost one place he could spazz during thunderstorm weather. Then again, he had his other roommates to blame for that one as well. Ugh, everything seemed so stressful right now for him!
Oh shit. He did it. Craig stared at her standing in the door way. All he could do was stare at her, eyes widening slightly out of shock. W-Was her voice breaking? She wasn't about to cry, was she? 'Oh, shit, shit, shit!' The last thing Craig was good with was tears. The second voice break made him clutch the blankets on the bed, now a bit nervous. He really had upset her. But, she was right, it shouldn't be a big deal to her! Only, it was. Which made it even more for him! He really was planning to apologize but he just didn't know how! Had he really missed his chance to already? Or had she not even given it to him? He'd prefer the second option but he couldn't say that!
The second she closed the door was the second he got off the bed, going over to the bathroom door. He clutched the hair toward the back of his head, trying think of what to say or do. Well, for starters, he gentle grabbed the handle. Biting his lip, he attempted to turn it. 'Damn, she locked it!' Gentle knocking, he decided to use words. Why did this have to become a process? Since when were steps needed to apologize or make someone feel better?
Clearing his throat, he began to speak but first cut off short. "J-J...... Jordyn, don't do this," he tried to stay calm and relaxed, to not be tense or have any sound of desperation in his voice. "Can you please come out so I can talk to you? You can't stay in there forever. Plus, I left my glasses in there." CJ was strongly hoping that'd be the trick to getting her out. Even if it didn't work, he's just have to keep talking to her. She really couldn't stay in there for too long. He wouldn't give up easily.
Tagged: Jordyn Words: 405 Notes: He really doesn't want her mad at him. It kills him to think he upset her this badly. But, most of that comes out of guilt for now. Lyrics: You Stupid Girl by FH Credit: pxh
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Post by JORDYN DANIELLE MOORE on May 27, 2010 2:44:43 GMT
Jordyn covered her face with her hands, trying to stop herself from crying more than she already was. She didn't want to have to do this. She didn't want to have to face him again. It was impossible for her after what she had done. She never let her emotions show, she wasn't even sure she had emotions anymore. What was so different about him? Why couldn't she just let him go? Let him meet someone else and just be done with it?
Fuck. The light tapping on the door brought her back to reality. Was he really wanting her to talk to him? Better yet, was he really wanting her to talk to him? No freakin' way. "Leave me alone, Craig. Go back to not caring about me. Its not like you ever did anyways." She sighed a little, hoping that he left her alone but she knew it probably wasn't likely. His glasses comment made her look up and around the bathroom. Sighing a little, she stood to her feet to open the door. Staring at him for a moment, she walked past him. "Don't touch me, don't talk to me and don't look at me. I don't want to hear any of your excuses. Or your apology."
She couldn't believe she was saying that to him. Not like any of it was true though. She didn't really want him to leave her alone. She wanted him to apologize because in some small way it meant he really did care. That was all that Jordyn wanted. Just to know that he did care. Even in just the smallest way. She didn't really care. Laying down on her bed, she curled up into a ball, facing the wall near her. Closing her eyes, she wrapped her arms around her legs. 'please say something. anything. please.'
Tagged: Craig Jace Words: 306 Notes: Hmm Lyrics: 23 Days by Framing Hanley Muse: Entertain The Pain by My Favorite Highway Credit: Hmm. (:
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Post by CRAIG JACE SUTHERLAND on May 31, 2010 19:21:31 GMT
Leave her alone? Well that was a bullet to the heart. How could she say that? If truth be told, he cared about her a lot and he didn't even know why! Why was she being like this? What he did didn't really equal this, did it? Her being cruel to him didn't fit this style. At least she didn't tell him to not breathe her air. And he could only guess she didn't believe in second chances? He was about to tell her to fuck off but...that wasn't what he truly wanted. She was already giving him that message. Did she really have to treat him like this? He knew he hurt her but did she have to hurt him back? Not like he'd show he was hurt by simply her words though.
Craig went into the bathroom, letting out a huge sigh so she'd purposely be able to hear his irritation. He grabbed his glasses but decided to not put them back on. Staring at himself in the mirror, he was about ready to give up. But he wouldn't allow himself to do that. Why was life so complicated sometimes? Leaving the bathroom, he went over to his stuff and put his glasses in its case. He resisted the urge to go near her, believing he could apologize without being by her. The resistance ran short when he turned around and sat on her bed instead of his own. Grabbing the hair towards the back of his head again, trying to remember words.
Would she even listen to him? With how mad she was, did she really want nothing to do with him? No, he had to stop thinking negative. What if this was all some type of mask she was putting up? What if she wanted the opposite of what she was saying? If that was the case, she shouldn't have said it. He started to think that he should just do what she said but he couldn't withstand that. Who could?
"Fine, then you don't have to hear anything you don't want to," he said, now starting to think a little. Would this start to the apology be a bit of an ass-hole move? Oh well. "In fact, i'll just talk to my new invisible friend named Jordyn. So, Jordyn," Craig Jace looked over at Jordyn, only in his mind, claiming that his invisible friend "Jordyn" just happened to by lying right next to the real Jordyn. "Wow, Jordyn! You look VERY pretty today!" His words were smothered in sarcasm, even though they weren't truly sarcastic. "Would you mind if I talked to you for a few seconds? Cause, see, I just happen to want a second chance. The chance wouldn't have to last long at all, of course. And with this second chance, I'd like to ask for a favor."
His hand cupped around his left ear, pretending to be listening to his "invisible friend." "Oh, at least a minute? Why thank you! Though, first, before I explain myself, do you think you could get," he used his right hand to point down at the real Jordyn, "my weird friend here to turn around and listen to me for just a moment as well? She's, uh, being a bit stand-off-ish today." That's all he at least wanted was for her to turn around. Even if she didn't want to listen to him, 'at least turn around.'
Tagged: Jordyn Words:544...o.O Notes: <3 Jordyn & Craig :3 Lyrics: You Stupid Girl by FH Credit: pxh
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