Post by max on Apr 18, 2010 5:55:07 GMT
As stated at the title above this will be a mini rant at some things that just bother me. This is just me ranting because I am tired and I do not have much of a content filter at the moment. I am not asking anyone to read it or even give a crap how I feel; I just need to rant and I am thankful that I have a board to do it on. Please note there will be mature language in this post; so if you do not want to see cursing then do not read it. I have given you fair warning and you can not blame me if you don't like what I said because you do not have to read this.
The most recent thing that really pisses me off is my college's IT staff. In the past they have been a pain in my side and the side of every other college student. They are just a bunch of anal nut bags who try and take any excuse to block students from the network. The whole blocking of students is stupid because all you have to do is go fill out a little form and then you get your internet back in no time. No the thing that pisses me off is what they did to me this past weekend. I am just there Sunday night talking to my friends on MSN and then I get cut off. No matter what I do I can not sign in and I honestly did not bother to do anything. I turned my form in Monday and notice that they did not take it up till Friday. So Friday I go in and find out the girl there is new; and she tells me I have to email someone and set up a meeting to get my internet back. My parents pay so much fucking money for me to go to college; why in the hell do I have to put up with this shit? Yeah like the college is even good at enforcing all the damn rules anyways. Kids are drinking, doing drugs and having sex all the time and the college knows that they cant do a damn thing about it. Do not get me wrong just because I bash the IT staff; I love my college and over all it is a good place to go.
What pisses me off is some aspects of my personality; but I have had them so long it is not like I can ruddy change them now. I have been described as a people pleaser; no matter what I put the needs of my friends before myself. I set myself up to be made fun of and frankly it does not bother me at all because I have learned to laugh at myself. I honestly try to be a nice person and all my friends really like me; and to be honest it is a better option than not having any friends at all. People say that I am easy to read; not like I really give a damn and it is not like they have to fucking point it out. I do not really try to hide how I feel; bottling up my emotions caused too many problems for me in the past. I am afraid to stop being what I am because I am afraid of losing my friends. Having friends has kept me from slipping into depression; without them I do not know what will happen to me.
As stated above I am the nice guy in the group and we all know that nice guys finish last. I am 21 and I have one long distance relationship and she ended up cheating on me. I have never had a kiss and I am still a ruddy virgin. I am the guy that a girl talks to whenever their asshole of a boyfriend upsets them because well they are an asshole. No offense to women but I see you have a tendency to go for the good looking asshole who is more likely to cheat on you. Then he does cheat on you and then you run to the nice guy for comfort. I have come to accept it in my life because I know it will never fucking change. I am the nice friend that girls never even give a second glance at; yeah it is not fucking fair but it is not like I can change that.
Yeah and frankly I am not a very handsome looking person; hell I am average at best. I can not compete with the steroid infused idiots who care more about their muscles then people. Yeah I am the intellectual type and I might be playing the stereotype card but it is the best way I can describe and lets face it; this is a rant board and I do not care what I am typing at this point. Girls look at how a guy looks first before even talking to them; yeah that is fucking fair to an average looking guy at me. Yeah it might sound like I am just complaining but I have dealt with this shit since I was old enough to even think about girls. I have come to accept it that I am not going to find anyone and at this point I think that me falling in love is less likely than a black hole swallowing the earth.
I do not know how I make a jump from stuff about to me to school stuff but I suppose I just did. I have just changed my major to art and frankly I suck at it. I am in a graphics design class and I am doing shitty. I was supposed to take a class before this that introduced me to all the stuff I am fucking expected to know in this class. My advisor said I would be fine but lets face it; she was fucking wrong. Yeah the rest of my class is fucking brilliant and well my art work just sucks out loud. Hell I am better at my drawing class but I can not change majors because I do not know that the hell I could do with a degree in drawing.
Odds are there will be more rants in the future because there are many things that I have kept bottled up for quite some time.
The most recent thing that really pisses me off is my college's IT staff. In the past they have been a pain in my side and the side of every other college student. They are just a bunch of anal nut bags who try and take any excuse to block students from the network. The whole blocking of students is stupid because all you have to do is go fill out a little form and then you get your internet back in no time. No the thing that pisses me off is what they did to me this past weekend. I am just there Sunday night talking to my friends on MSN and then I get cut off. No matter what I do I can not sign in and I honestly did not bother to do anything. I turned my form in Monday and notice that they did not take it up till Friday. So Friday I go in and find out the girl there is new; and she tells me I have to email someone and set up a meeting to get my internet back. My parents pay so much fucking money for me to go to college; why in the hell do I have to put up with this shit? Yeah like the college is even good at enforcing all the damn rules anyways. Kids are drinking, doing drugs and having sex all the time and the college knows that they cant do a damn thing about it. Do not get me wrong just because I bash the IT staff; I love my college and over all it is a good place to go.
What pisses me off is some aspects of my personality; but I have had them so long it is not like I can ruddy change them now. I have been described as a people pleaser; no matter what I put the needs of my friends before myself. I set myself up to be made fun of and frankly it does not bother me at all because I have learned to laugh at myself. I honestly try to be a nice person and all my friends really like me; and to be honest it is a better option than not having any friends at all. People say that I am easy to read; not like I really give a damn and it is not like they have to fucking point it out. I do not really try to hide how I feel; bottling up my emotions caused too many problems for me in the past. I am afraid to stop being what I am because I am afraid of losing my friends. Having friends has kept me from slipping into depression; without them I do not know what will happen to me.
As stated above I am the nice guy in the group and we all know that nice guys finish last. I am 21 and I have one long distance relationship and she ended up cheating on me. I have never had a kiss and I am still a ruddy virgin. I am the guy that a girl talks to whenever their asshole of a boyfriend upsets them because well they are an asshole. No offense to women but I see you have a tendency to go for the good looking asshole who is more likely to cheat on you. Then he does cheat on you and then you run to the nice guy for comfort. I have come to accept it in my life because I know it will never fucking change. I am the nice friend that girls never even give a second glance at; yeah it is not fucking fair but it is not like I can change that.
Yeah and frankly I am not a very handsome looking person; hell I am average at best. I can not compete with the steroid infused idiots who care more about their muscles then people. Yeah I am the intellectual type and I might be playing the stereotype card but it is the best way I can describe and lets face it; this is a rant board and I do not care what I am typing at this point. Girls look at how a guy looks first before even talking to them; yeah that is fucking fair to an average looking guy at me. Yeah it might sound like I am just complaining but I have dealt with this shit since I was old enough to even think about girls. I have come to accept it that I am not going to find anyone and at this point I think that me falling in love is less likely than a black hole swallowing the earth.
I do not know how I make a jump from stuff about to me to school stuff but I suppose I just did. I have just changed my major to art and frankly I suck at it. I am in a graphics design class and I am doing shitty. I was supposed to take a class before this that introduced me to all the stuff I am fucking expected to know in this class. My advisor said I would be fine but lets face it; she was fucking wrong. Yeah the rest of my class is fucking brilliant and well my art work just sucks out loud. Hell I am better at my drawing class but I can not change majors because I do not know that the hell I could do with a degree in drawing.
Odds are there will be more rants in the future because there are many things that I have kept bottled up for quite some time.