Post by JESSA LAURA ASHMORE on Apr 9, 2010 1:07:52 GMT
JESSA L. ASHMORE
what did i do to
deserve this cruel punishment!
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HAI THURRR~ MY NAME IS JESSA and I HAIL FROM THE EASTERN TIME ZONE! AREN'T YOU JEALOUS ;] YOU CAN CONTACT ME BY PM BBY! OR THROUGH COOKIE OR MIA <3. OH, AND I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR OVER FIVE YEARS NOW!
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what did i do to
deserve this cruel punishment!
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HAI THURRR~ MY NAME IS JESSA and I HAIL FROM THE EASTERN TIME ZONE! AREN'T YOU JEALOUS ;] YOU CAN CONTACT ME BY PM BBY! OR THROUGH COOKIE OR MIA <3. OH, AND I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR OVER FIVE YEARS NOW!
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[/b] Jessa Laura Ashmore* / FULL NAME
* / NICKNAMES[/b] Apple, Laura, Jessy
* / AGE[/b] twelve
* / GENDER[/b] Female
* / JOB[/b] ---
* / SEXUALITY[/b] Straight
* / MEMBER GROUP[/b] Emo
* / CONDITIONS[/b] (This part is filled in by her psych. doctor with some commentary from Jessa)
When Jessa was brought to us, she presented very antisocial behaviors. She doesn't really make friends that easily and tends to keep to herself because of it. Also being partially deaf obviously doesn't help with that situation. Jessa does not like to be touched unless she has a close relationship with that person because of what her mother did to her after her father died. She also has severe night terrors and hallucinations. Jessa really believes that her mother is going to come back and kill her, no matter how many times myself, and other doctors have tried to assure her that her mother will never hurt her again.
I also started cutting myself and stuff because I thought that I was just a child my mother didn't want. She has her boyfriend and she got pregnant by him when I was ten years old. My mother had been abusing me since I was eight when my father died. She told me that she wished I had never been born, but after she met her boyfriend, and got pregnant, she stopped saying all that. Her piece of shit boyfriend took over beating me every night that he got drunk enough.
* / FACE CLAIM[/b] [/size] Jenn Curbstomp[/blockquote][/blockquote]
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[/b] being alone, stuffed animals, my binky (mentally she's about two or so), my blanket, reading, singing, running around, climbing trees, Japanese anime, sketching, painting* / LIKES
* / DISLIKES[/b] the dark, thunderstorms, loud noises, yelling, her mother, liars, sharp objects, blood
* / POSITIVE TRAITS[/b] adorable, keeps out of trouble, can be friendly, loving, great writer
* / NEGATIVE TRAITS[/b] partially deaf, very shy, terrified of the dark, faints at sight of blood, has severe asthma[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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[/b] London, England* / HOMETOWN
* / PARENTS[/b] --- my father died, and my mother means nothing to me.
* / SIBLINGS[/b] ---
* / OTHER FAMILY[/b] ---
* / HISTORY[/b]
Jessa doesn't like to think or talk about her past because it only reminds her of what she lost. She was born to a loving mother and father in London, England, on November 7th. Both of her parents raised her in a very loving household and did pretty much everything they could to spoil Jessa. Things seemed to be going quiet well until Jessa turned seven, and her father learned that he had to move his entire family to the States for his new job. The transition to her new live in the States was anything but easy. Her parents had started fighting more and many times they threatened each other with divorce. Jessa lost her father tragically in a house fire when she was only nine years old.
By the time Jessa turned ten, her mother had started drinking and was becoming quiet violent towards Jessa. The child was already partially deaf, and her mother hated having to use sign language to communicate with her. Every night that Jessa's mother would start drinking, she would become violent and start beating on Jessa calling her names such as whore, ingrate, and other various degrading names. She started becoming quieter around other children and was a lot less social. Jessa hid the bruises and burns that laced her body, including the cuts from when she would cut her self. She never told a single person about the abuse even after her mother started dating again. Her mother's boyfriend often took her place with the beatings, and had raped her one night while Jessa's mother was in the shower.
Jessa is completely terrified of both her mother, and her mother's boyfriend. There was nobody around to protect her from her mother because they were getting the same treatment. Once her mother got pregnant while Jessa was still ten, she gave birth to a baby boy whom got all of her attention leaving Jessa to fend for herself for food. The child tried to kill herself a couple of times, but because of her mother's boyfriend intervening, they were always unsuccessful. Stanfield is Jessa's only hope for recovering from the damage that was caused shortly after her father died.
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THIS APPLICATION WAS MADE BY MIADAY PARADE AND IS FOR MISERABLE AT BEST ONLY & ANY OTHER SITE THAT MIA OWNS.