Post by ELLA QUINN MILLER on Apr 22, 2010 17:26:27 GMT
I'M BRUISED AND SCARRED
save me from this broken heart
ALL MY LOVE WILL SLOWLY FADE
& F A L L A P A R T
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Feeling sick, Ella ran into the bathroom and though she felt sick she managed to hold down the terrible food they fed them here. Washing her face, she stared in the mirror hearing the screams in her head she bit her lip tears flowing down her face. " STOP IT." she pulled at her blonde hair and then punched the mirror as hard as she could, the mirror shattering. " Ouch!" it did make the screaming go away, but the pain in her hand was horrible. " Damnit." she pulled a shard of the mirror out of her hand and reached into her purse grabbing a scarf to wrap around her hand a few times to stem the flow of the blood. Sinking onto a small couch that they had in the bathrooms, she dug through her purse until she found the pain pills, popping two of them. Downing half a bottle of water she leaned back against the wall. She still couldn't get used to the boys walking in and out of the bathroom since everyone just used the same bathrooms now. She had discovered that one of them tended to be a little cleaner and nicer than the other, so she always went into this one.
Ethan had pretty well been staying out of her way, though when a guy was involved he sure seemed to show up. It was irritating and unfair because she always saw him making out with Val any chance he got. Brothers were ridiculous. She had never told anyone that he was the one that started the fire that took Jason's life and almost killed her as well. She had even forgiven him for killing the love of her life, yet he treated her like shit. Typical boy. She needed to keep away from him as much as possible, maybe find some people to hang out with that would help her hide from him, maybe help her with these stupid screaming voices. The threapy was not working, and she was getting more irritated with the doctors with each passing session.
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TAGJORDYN
WORD COUNT 348
STATUS complete
OUTFIT pretty
NOTES crappy starter post im sorry
CREDIT justlikefalling @ caution 2.0
LYRICS bruised & scarred , MAYDAY PARADE
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