I Feel Fine[TENCHI][M][private]

[IZURU EIKI KIRO]

Classes were just ending for the day on that Friday afternoon. So most of the kids were going back to thier dorm or to town. Where they could go out and have depending on what they had. Kids with more serious disorders couldn’t go out to town with out an adult with them. Because they could get into some serious trouble that could get them arrested or hurt. Or worse they could hurt someone in the town or burn down the whole town. So , those kids where usually stuck in side in things called group sessions.

One blond did not fall into such a category where he had to be supervised. They place he could not visit in town was the bar ,because he was an alcoholic. When he was drunk it certainly was not a pretty site. After having a load of alcohol he got aggressive among other things. Even though he was allowed to go to other places in town he deiced to stay in. There was to many kids flocking to town that after noon , so it probably would be extra crowded. Which made the small blond very uncomfortable.

Letting go a small sigh the young boy called Izuru pushed open one the doors to the auditorium. Once inside he let the door shut behind with a soft slam. Even though the slam was low it still startled the blond because he wasn’t expecting it. After looking getting his heart to stop the blond walked to the head of the room, hoped on to the stage. He then sniffled slightly and layed back on the stage with his eyes closed and his bag under his head.

[TENCHI YUKI HANIZUKA]

He'd been here exactly a week. One whole week and he still hadn't found Izuru. He knew the fellow Asian was here, he'd checked the dorm list and everything. He knew his love was here. The boy he'd missed throughout their years of separation. Due to this being an asylum, not a school, classes weren't mandatory, therfore Tenchi never attened them. He didn't see a point. During his years modelling he'd attended school and had a private tutor so he already knew all that highschool students were taught. Or, at least he believed he did.

So instead he spent the time wandering through the corridors of the old building, looking over the newest picture of his infant son. It was a deal that had been made that he would still be able to recieve the letters and pictures while he was here in Stanfield. After all, he posed no threat to the baby due to his 'problem' being his way of loving in a sexual fashion. His love for family was different all together. He smiled as he stared at the picture, walking silently through the packed corridors.

Due to his lack of attention someone walked into him and the picture when flying. Alarmed he darted after it and caught it. Then, when he straightened up and looked around, he spotted the man of his dreams. His eyes lit up as he placed the picture back into his art folder, which he'd also dropped though quickly picked up. He grinned in an almost drunken fashion as he made his way into the auditorium. He knew that had been Izuru he'd seen. He didn't think he'd ever be able to forget the other's face.

Heck, he didn't think he'd ever be able to forget anything about the other. Carefully he opened the door, silently shutting it behind him - now that took skill. He stood still as he looked around before he slowly approached the stage when he was the other on it. He smiled happily as he approached the other, stopping a little from the stage. "Sashiburi Izu-Chan.

[/b]" he called to the other. His greeting basically being 'it's been a while'. For it had. Well, it'd been a few years but still.
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[IZURU EIKI KIRO]

It was silent around him as he lay there on the stage almost have asleep. The room and the hallway seemed to so quite. So he figured that meant that everyone had left the building by now. There was still detention going on in the building somewhere. But that was on the other side of the building on the second floor. So , there was no way that the blond could here the kids from were he was laying. Unless one of them screamed at the top of their lungs for some odd reason that was due to a disorder they might have. Izuru never really met anyone of those kids who were like that, because sometimes random hitting came with that sort of thing. And Izuru did not like looking for trouble like that.

Izu wrinkled his noise slightly when he heard a voice say his. The blond's eyes immediately opened and looked up to the ceiling. Wondering if he was hearing things just know when he heard his name. The voice sounded so familiar to him , so bad that the first name that came to his head was someone he loved. Zu tried to tell himself that he was having random delusions again like he did when he went to sleep at night. But something told him that he wasn’t dreaming and that it really was his lost love Tenchi San. Slowly the blond looked over to where the voice was coming from and saw the other blond boy standing there.

Izuru 's eyes remained still for a couple more seconds , before he pushed him self into to the seated position. He continued to stare at the other boy for a couple more seconds before pushing himself to the edge the stage so he was closer to the larger boy. " Tenchi SSan" he stutter out to the boy as he blinked a couple times. Before pushing himself off the stage so he could stand in front of the other boy. " Is that really you? You a uh illusion right? 'He asked sounding completely memorized by the whole event that was going on just now.

[TENCHI YUKI HANIZUKA]

Tenchi was a very loving young man, but he wasn't very gentle. He tried to be, and at first he would start out as a gentle lover. But then he would get deeper into it, more involved to a point where he showed his love with painful, almost sadistic, actions between the sheets of his bed with whatever lover he chose. It was life to the young asian. It was something he was use to, something he seemed to live by. It didn't seem to bother him when people were hurt in his bed. But out of the confinds of his room, he hated others being hurt.

He supposed it came to growning up with Izuru as his childhood friend. The boy always seemed to hurt. So he obviously got to a point where he had a need to see people hurt, but where only he could see that hurt. He didn't feel like anyone else deserved to see it. It was only for him to see, the hurt on his lovers faces. It'd been an accident when he'd killed that boy, he hadn't thought it'd hurt him that much. It'd been the accident that sent him here. That sent him back to Izuru. The accident he was happy about.

After so long, he was finally back with the man he'd loved since they were young.He watched Izuru as the other moved. He watched as the eyes travelled slowly before finding Tenchi's grinning face. Of course he was happy to see the other. He was much happier now than ever before he felt. He moved closer as the other sat up, placing his art potfolio on a chair as he passed. He stopped again, brushing his fingers through his hair. Of course, his bandana was over his nose as always, he rarely took it off.

But he knew Izuru would recognise him anyway. He chuckled at what the other said as Izuru moved to stand. "Hai, it's me Izuru. Why on earth would i be an illusion?

[/b]" he questioned, seeing the mesmerised look on the other's face. He could tell Izuru had been expecting to never see him again. But Tenchi's manager had picked this place out spesifically because it had in it the boy Tenchi had been searching for.
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[IZURU EIKI KIRO]

Izuru looked embarrassed when the boy asked why he would be a illusion. True it was a stupid question to ask the other boy. But Izuru couldn’t be so sure these days with the nightmares he had. The boy didn’t have a hallucination disorder but sometimes he still saw things that weren't there. Which was the reason that question had came out of his mouth to the other boy. Because he wanted to make sure before he went over and reached from the boy. Last time he had saw the other blond boy before now it had been and illusion and he had fallen flat on his face when he tried to touch it. That time it was in front of alot of other people. This time no one was around but he still did not want to take his chances.

The blonds eyes looked to the floor for a couple moments before looking back up at the larger boy. Taking in a small deep breathe Izu shuffled over to the boy ,so he was standing in front of him. This is were he got to before the last he saw the boy as a illusion. Zuru closed his eyes briefly and then opened them again, before reaching out to the boys. He then smiled slightly when the boy did not disappear when he made contact with the boy. Zu Chan looked at the at the boy with bright smile on his face.

Before giving the boy a large gentle hug with the smile still on his face. The blond remained silent for a couple moment and took in the boys scent. This scent was something the smaller boy had only smelled on the stuffed fox the boy had given him. Never had he ever smelled the real scent since last seeing the boy. " Gomen Nasai Tenchi Sama I just wanted to make sure." he paused after saying that and cuddled the boys chest gently. " I’m so glad your you come back to me. Foxy San and I were starting to think that you would never uh return. I feel like i should give you a welcome back gift ,but I don’t uh really have anything to give yah." The little blond said with his head layed sideways on the boys chest.

[TENCHI YUKI HANIZUKA]

Tenchi didn't know why Izuru was here. He didn't know the other was suffering from delusions and such. He knew Izuru had been quite the wreck when he'd left, but he'd thought the other would bounce back. After all, it wasn't right for such a pretty face to be so sad all of the time. That was why Tenchi had fallen for him, so he could make that sad face disappear forever. For that was the type of person he was. That is the type of person Tenchi is.

Angel had a feeling though, that the other wanted to be certain that it was him before attacking him. When I say attacking, of course I mean smothering with love. For a moment he watched the other's gaze before he looked away, only looking back when he felt Izuru's approach. He blinked a little before looking back at the other, smiling in a friendly and loving fashion at the other. He watched the other's hesitant seeming actions, a slightly concerned look flashing across his face.

Of course, he allowed the other to touch him, smiling brightly in return to the other. "I missed you Izuru-Chan." he smiled to the other. Upon recieving the hug, his arms moved swiftly around the other's waist, returning the other's embrace. He smiled at the other, just happy for the embrace. It'd been too long since they'd seen one another face to face. It was almost as though this was required. That they needed to do this. They didn't, of course. But it was nice. Very nice.

"Don't apologise Izu-Chan. It's fine.

[/color]" he assured the other, placing a swift kiss upon the shier boy's cheek. It seemed their years apart hadn't given the other a backbone, sadly. He ell silent at the nuzzle and listened to the other before chuckling softly at the other. Izuru really was still a child. It was, kind of cute. It was something that only children and Izuru could pull off to Angel. Then again, children to him was anyone under fifteen so, go figure.

"Ah, gomenasai Izu-Chan, ore iyoku taiki temae akuru kouin*." Tenchi chuckled to the other as he moved a hand to run it through Izuru's hair gently as he smiled. He'd never forgotten the other. Not for one second in these past years. It felt good to have him back again. Have him close where they could feed comfort off one another. He was glad he'd previously put his folder down. He didn't want it getting in the way of their reunion. This was, after all, an important time.
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[IZURU EIKI KIRO]

Izuru smiled brightly when the larger boys arms went around his waist. It made him feel safe and like nothing could hurt him. Gently he nuzzled the boy once more , before the boy tell him he had missed him. Zu sniffled slightly and looked up to him. ' ' I missed you too Tenchi kun "he told the boy calmly before putting his head back on the boys chest. Just as the boy told that him that he didn’t need to apologize to him. Zu knew that ,but he still felt for some reason that he needed to. Just to take the weight of his love shoulders so he would have all the blame put on him.

" Im sorry. I just thought I should say it to. um ill shut up now'' He said shyly with his head rested to the side on the boys chest. He sniffled again as he heard the boys next words and made small confused. The blond repeated the words inside his thoughts. And hoped that didn’t mean the boy was going to leave him again. it would break his little heart and put him into a even deeper wreck if the boy left him again. He knew for a fact that foxy san and him could take that heart break any more.

So he looked up the boy once again needing some comfort on the matter. “ Alert me next time of what? … Your not going to uh leave again. Please don’t, because I would know what to I d freak.” The little blond babbled looking very worried and cute as he spoke to the boy. He then bit his lip slightly and held on the boys shirt a little tighter. As if he was preventing the boy for going anywhere saying don’t go with actions. Zu wanted to follow the boy around like a puppy like the days when the were in kindergarten. Because it made feel like there was something always there to protective him. From things or people that wanted to hurt him in some way.

Izu bit his lip a little harder and small blush came across his cheeks. His little mind was in a panic he had to think of a way to make the boy stay if that was the case at hand. He had to prevent it so he would not be all alone again. Gulping slightly he then placed a shy kiss as on the other boys lips. Before looking at him again with a deep read coming across his cheeks. Waiting for the boy to respond to his actions.

[TENCHI YUKI HANIZUKA]

Tenchi knew Izuru had missed him. He hadn't wanted to leave the other, but it hadn't been his choice. It'd been his father who'd gotten the new job thus causing them to move to remain with him. He'd thrown so many tantrums about it at the time, truely not wanting to leave his best friend. But when the move became inevitable he'd caved and given Izuru his most cherished stuffed animal. He knew then that neither of them would forget one another. He knew they'd be together again some day. He just didn't know when.

Though it just so happened that that when seemed to be today But how long would they be together this time? Days? Weeks? Months? Years? Forever...? He prayed it would be forever.Or at least part of him did. But he knew that if it was forever then he'd have to tell Izuru about his son. He feared that if izuru knew then he'd hate him. Tench hadn't meant such a things to happen, he truely loved Izuru. But fate had decided for a second time to put a wedge between them. A very big wedge.

Hearing the other's apologies he sighed softly, wondering what it would take to get the boy to clearly see that it wasn't his fault. His eyes closed for a moment as he tried to clear his head before he brushed his lips gently across Izuru's head, knowing the other was getting into a little tiff. Part of him found it slightly amusing, though he knew to not laugh. He smiled softly and shook his head. "Shh, calm down Izu-Chan. I'm not planning on leaving you again, ok? I just meant next time I won't surprise you by turning up without warning you, alright?

[/b]" he tried to sooth.

With one hand he gently rubbed Izuru's back, tilting the boy's head with his other hand. "Just relax, I promise i'll never leave you." he murmured his head tilting to brush lips with the other asian boy. To brush lips with the one he loves more than anything in the world. Yes, possibly even more than his own son, though only slightly so. For he did truly love his son, just in a different way to his love for Izuru.
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[IZURU EIKI KIRO]

Izu hugged the boy tighter slightly as he spoke to him. Telling him that he did not plan on leaving him. But he just wouldn’t a randomly show up out of no where again. The little blond honestly did not mind if his friend showed up out of no where. Iz kind of liked it because he would only jump once and then calm down afterward. Because he would find out shortly that it was Tenchi san , so he knew it wasn't someone that had come to hurt him. Zu was very paranoid about stuff like that , so when he arrived he made sure he got the bed away from the door and window in the room.

That way he figured if someone evil came in the room he would know it. That way he could run away while the person bothered his roommates. He knew it was a mean thing to do to them if that sort of thing happen. But he knew he couldn’t protect them so he had no other choice but to run. They only person he would probably save was Tenchi san. Because he knew the boy would come with him without hassle. Other kids might tell him to go away and mind his own business.

" Hai. If you uh want to Tenchi san, but, I uh wouldn’t mind random visits from you. " The boy said cutely with a sweet smile spread across his soft lips. Izu felt relaxed when the boy began to rub his back. But , a blush soon spread across his cheeks when the other lifted his to look at him. Before brushing his lips against his and telling him he would never leave him. Zu hoped that was true and he wanted to make sure it would end up that way. Izu then wondered if the Tenchi san would get mad if he kissed back.

The blond deiced to try it and shyly kissed the boy back. As he did that he moved his hands to rest on the boys arms gently. Hoping he wouldn’t get in trouble for this. He would hate himself forever if he ever got Tenchi San mad at him. He liked it when Tenchi San was nice and kind to him and when he was happy. Zu wanted to make sure he stayed that way. The blond wanted to also save guard the boy staying with him as long as he could.