Post by allywarring on Apr 9, 2010 5:33:41 GMT
ALISA J. WARRING
Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,
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HAI THURRR~ MY NAME IS CIAR?A and I HAIL
FROM EASSSTERNN TIME ZZONE!
AREN'T YOU JEALOUS ;] YOU CAN CONTACT ME
BY AIM ! . OH,
AND I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR 3 YEARS ? NOW!
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Sitting in this room playing Russian roulette,
Finger on the trigger to my dear Juliet,
Out from the window see her back drop silhouette,
This blood on my hands is something I cannot forget,
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HAI THURRR~ MY NAME IS CIAR?A and I HAIL
FROM EASSSTERNN TIME ZZONE!
AREN'T YOU JEALOUS ;] YOU CAN CONTACT ME
BY AIM ! . OH,
AND I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR 3 YEARS ? NOW!
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[/b] Alisa Jac Warring* / FULL NAME
* / NICKNAMES[/b] "I usually go by Alisa . Or Ally . Although when I was a kid my parents would call me Jac Jac . Nowadays I just go by Alisa or Ally . Sometimes I'm called inappropriate , vulgar names , I'll respond to those too . "
* / AGE[/b] "Seventeen . The faithful age between childhood and adulthood . Where innocence is preserved for one last year . Well , not if you include the kids here . Our childhoods have been pretty damn messed up , haven't they ? Same goes with me . So I suppose I should rephrase my age to : Seventeen , the age of the messed up youth . The future of the world lies in our hands - and we're all fuck ups . Good luck . "
* / GENDER[/b] "Female . Uhm , the end ?"
* / JOB[/b] ---
* / SEXUALITY[/b] "To sum it up , I like the dick . And that's all I like . If you have anything other do not bother . I mean , I can appreciate a woman's beauty , but getting with her for real , no way in hell . I'm strictly hetero and I shall stay that way .
* / MEMBER GROUP[/b] "I suppose I fit into the group 'druggie' but really , my addictions aren't that bad . But I guess the fact that they're addictions automatically put me into the druggie group ... along with the fact I deal . But I mean , labels . Psh ."
* / CONDITIONS[/b] "My old therapist , my first one , diagnosed me with a common eating disorder right when I walked into his office . Anorexia . Which is just great . It's not like I mean to be extremely thin . Don't get me wrong , I try and gain weight - ah , who am I kidding ? I hate eating . Then my second therapist diagnosed me as bi-polar . My 'out of control' mood swings tipped him off . The bastard was good though . He put my through lots of test , different drugs , very efficient . What else , ah . I'm addicted to more than one drug . There's coke , nicotine , sleeping pills , pot , and so on and so forth . I'm also a bit of a cutter too . But those are only on occasions when I'm really upset , which isn't all that much . "
* / FACE CLAIM[/b] Elise Jane
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[/b] "Likes , I like a lot of things . Then again I dislike more things . I'll get to that later . Anyway , I really like reading . It may seem odd that a girl like me enjoys reading , but I do . I also really like walks . Long walks with just my thoughts . Even though I'm screwed up in the head doesn't mean I can't think or have no thought process whatsoever . Quite contrary , I am a very deep person . Smelling good - that's always nice . Funky necklaces , who doesn't like finding some exotic looking necklace ? I can pile up on necklaces with 15 on my neck and still want more . Blankets - warm and cozy . Cuddling , speaking of blankets , there's nothing better than cuddling up with someone . Drugs - there's the obvious one . Music , I like any type of music . Anything good . I even like some rap and country . I love staying up late . It could be the sign of insomnia , but I could stay up for two days straight and get tons of work done , and not be tired . Happiness ! I love being happy , being depressed and hating everything is no way to get through life . And then there's running . It gets my mind off things . And keeps me in shape . Makes me look more athletic than anorexic . "* / LIKES
* / DISLIKES[/b] "My dislikes , where do I start ? I hate girls . They're bitchy and annoying . Most my friends are guys anyway . I hate , hate , hate cold weather . I can't stand it . When I run , I would breathe in the cold air and it would burn my lungs , and numb my legs . It's just horrible stuff . I hate sunny days too . I like it when it's overcast - not super sunny like Florida . Homework - but then again , who does like homework ? Other than the nerds . Bad movies . I used to be really into cute indie films . But when I saw a bad movie it usually out me in the worst of moods . And my interest in movies have died down since I saw the Hannah Montana movie . Poseurs . I hate poseurs . And people who don't think they're poseurs when they are . Eating - I just don't like it . I also don't like the dark . I can go walking in it , I can read in it , but it makes me nervous . I might still believe in monsters under my bed . "
* / POSITIVE TRAITS[/b]
SWEET - The thing about Alisa is that she constantly looks for the best in people . She smiles whenever she can and laughs at anything that's funny - or not funny . She listens to people's opinions , criticizes lightly , and maintains an overall happy attitude . People gravitate towards her or completely steer clear of her because they find her obnoxious . But she is very sweet . She's a hopeless romantic at heart and kind to most everything . Unless this things is annoying . This sweet disposition she upholds makes her such a grand person to be around . Not only is she loving and caring , but somehow angelic - yet there's still that devil streak in her .
INTELLIGENT - Although it's not seen often , Alisa is a highly intelligent girl . She's book smart , having great grades up until she joined this joint . Great grades as in A's and the occasional B . She didn't joke around when it comes around to her grades . Although she wouldn't consider herself a nerd . She spends more time out and about , forgetting what she learn throughout the day - and gets wasted . And then she's street smart . Alisa has common sense and a fair knowledge of what's going on in the world . What's going around the streets , and what's known about people . People smart .
WITTY - Alisa has a pretty cute sense of humor . It's not too crude and not too innocent . It's quick , quirky , and when she wants it to be - quite insulting . It's mostly wit though . She's able to think very quickly on her feet - if you insult her , she'll get you right back with 5 times the intensity . But her wit is usually meant for humor purposes .
TOLERANT - There are lots of things that bother Ally . She hates people , in general . They're annoying , and needy . But she's quite tolerant of some things . She doesn't let people get on her nerves . She's not so much tolerant to pain , but she's tolerant to obnoxious things . If there's a repetitive sound , it won't bother her all that much . Up to a certain point of course .
INDEPENDENT - As much as Alisa likes being around other people - she's really independent . She could go her whole life alone , and be quite successful . Although who would want that ? And yes , she's a total hopeless romantic , she doesn't depend on her partner . The guy . She doesn't rely on what he does , but what she does . You know those girls who cling onto their boyfriends and hang on their every word - Ally doesn't . If she could just see the person she's with , she would be happy enough . Though she would also be happy even if she couldn't see this certain person .
* / NEGATIVE TRAITS[/b]
BLUNT - Even though Alisa cares for other's feelings and tries not to hurt anyone in anyway - when someone asks her opinion on something , she won't hold back . Especially if she feels strongly about something or someone in the worst way possible . If Ally doesn't like you and someone asks her if she likes you , she will tell the person straight up that I don't like you . And Why .
LONER - Unfortunately , Alisa's a bit of a loner . She doesn't throw herself out into the world and say "hey ! look at me !" . No , she's more of the kind that sits around at home to just chill at home and listen to music . She doesn't belong to a large group of friends , but more a group of three or four . Don't think of her as some antisocial mute . She's anything but that . It's just that she feels more comfortable around smaller groups of people rather than large groups .
INTENSE - Not intense as in , she's very focused all the time , and never laughs or smiles . She actually does smile , a lot . Too much . But she likes it and no one has complained about it yet . But intense as in , when she starts something , like a line of coke , she becomes absorbed in it and that's all there is . She has this heightened distinctive feature and the coke takes her in , becoming all that she is .
IMPULSIVE - Alisa does what she wants all the time . If she wants to take a shower at three in the morning , she does it . Sometimes she has these impulsive displays of affection - she doesn't even know she does it anymore . Touching some who's sads' hand , hugging friends . She has no cautions when it comes to things she feels like she wants - or even has - to do .
IRRESPONSIBLE - This is really just because she doesn't give a damn about anything . And she's still a kid - and she hates having responsibilities . It's just the fact that she doesn't want to grow up . Being a kid is all she's known and even though everyone has to grow up , Ally is scared , and will try anything to avoid it . At any cost .
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[/b] "I was born in Oregon , actually , first , then I lived in Ohio , then Michigan - but my hometown when I was transfered into this place was Indianapolis , Indiana . "* / HOMETOWN
* / PARENTS[/b] "My parents died before I got to know them . I was only two when it happened . I don't know much about them . But they were young , and my mom's name was Callie , while my father's was William . I've seen no pictures , but I do know the cause of their death . Car crash - on their way back from a party . They were still young . Only 21 each . I never feel that sad though - considering I barely knew them . "
* / SIBLINGS[/b] "Parents didn't live long enough to have another child . "
* / OTHER FAMILY[/b] "Farrah Clare Georgeson - my mom . The woman who took me in when I was about three . Samantha Carol Carter - she's my 'guardian' and lawyer , whatever . She's nice and all , but it never feels like she actually cares about me . "
* / HISTORY[/b] From the start - all Alisa can remember is moving around . She was orphaned at the age of 2 - her young parents died tragically , leaving very little money and a child . The child - Alisa , was taken into an orphanage , and brought in by a young woman , Farrah . She was a wealthy lady that yearned for a child . She couldn't be bothered with a husband - she was very outspoken and independent . Alisa was brought up by tis woman . She was sweet and kind , beautiful and honest . She was perfect in Allys' eyes . She loved her more than she loved her dead parents who she never knew . Years passed , and now Alisa was 15 . She was smart , living in Oregon where she was born . She was a good kid and everyone loved her and Farrah . They would go out and shop , or stay in and watch vintage , retro , old-school indie films . Learning every line . Alisa thought this was the life . She was happy . Up until a faithful day in December when , yet again , her family was ripped away from her . Farrah was murdered at a bank hold up . Damn woman tried to save the day , as always . But it got her killed and that's what she deserved for being stupid . But everyday - Alisa misses her terribly .
When this first happened - Alisa wanted to just take the money and move somewhere far away from the states . But , the legal system came in and took her away on their own . They first sent her to private schools . Places where she could board and where people wouldn't bother her . Where she could be safe and sheltered . And yet - the opposite happened . She began taking drugs . These upscale schools had lots of connections . She liked alcohol and drugs , they - cliche as it is - made her forget . The death of Farrah brought back the hurt she could conjure up about her birth parents . Alisa was angry and pissed off all the time . She just wanted to ignore the pain - get rid of it . And drugs and alcohol helped .
Along with parties . She partied a lot . That's what got her kicked out of the first school . And the second , and the third , and the fourth . After the fourth school , Samantha , her guardian , had nowhere else to send her . With all her problems - the obvious ones - Samantha was ' worried ' about her . So she sent her to multiple therapists and phycologists . They found out her problems went a little more down , anorexia , slight depression , bi-polar disorder - Samantha didn't ant to deal with a girl like that . no one would . So - for the third time in her life she was sent off . To this shit hole . Might as well make it an experience . Another one .
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THIS APPLICATION WAS MADE BY MIADAY PARADE AND IS FOR HER USE ONLY.
THIS APPLICATION WAS MADE BY MIADAY PARADE AND IS FOR HER USE ONLY.