Post by TAVIUS K. SUSUME on Apr 21, 2010 22:35:33 GMT
The ghosts were back again, trailing after him every waking hour and glaring accusingly at him from their empty sockets. What did they want from him? It wasn't his fault they'd died; he didn't even know them! Well, that last part was a lie; Yami did recognize more than a few of the specters that haunted his every move. There was his father, whose death took place so long ago (and he was but a few years old at the time) that he couldn't even recall all the details anymore; there was his step-mother, who he had never really cared for as anything more than his brother's mom; there was Haruto, whose death Yami was more or less responsible for. And he was always the worst of all the demons. Yami could usually ignore the other ones, but not Haruto. Maybe because the latter was the only one who'd died right in front of him, at a period when his brain had been capable of recording and retaining every little detail that it was shown. Whatever the reason, Haruto's distorted bloody features were never too far from the front of Yami's vision.
So now he was in one of his moods. It always worked like this: Yami is fine, Yami sees Haruto and other little monsters, Yami becomes pissed, Yami goes rape something. Tavius would've known best how the process worked. And speaking of Tavius...the boy stopped pacing around the common room to look towards the 500 hallway. A slow smile creeped onto his face; yes, he thought he should go and pay his nii-chan a 'visit'. After all, the two of them hadn't seen each other in such a long while, and what better way of reaffirming their relationship than this? Thus decided, he started down the corridor, keeping an eye out for the 509 that was Tav's dorm.
Why they'd sent his brother to the same institution as him was rather befuddling for Yamato. Didn't that blondie tell his friend that he'd been assaulted by his own sibling? And wasn't that the reason why Yami had been shipped away to this place in the first place? So where was the logic that they should place the pair in close proximity once more? Perhaps what was left of the family had lost their minds as well and hadn't been thinking straight when the decision was made. Or maybe the adults thought that with some 'brotherly-love', they'd fix one another. He snorted. Fat chance of that ever happening. He loved it when people thought they were so smart, only to end up making the dumbest mistakes of their useless lives.
Ah, and here, was what he'd been seeking. Yamato didn't even bother knocking before just pushing the door in. A quick glance at the interior told him he was the only one here, for the present. Good, this way he and Tav could have some alone time. Humming and trying to ignore Haruto's leering face, the boy flopped down onto one of the four beds to wait for his brother's arrival.
**Status: Complete
**Tag: Tav Nii-chan!! <3
**Words: 511
**Outfit: Dark jeans and a black and white striped t-shirt
**Translations: N/A
**Notes: Let the funness begin!!!
**Lyrics: Ring Ding Dong - SHINee
**Credits: Template (C) Lu L.
`no matter how hard he tried ,
At that time, Tavius had been in 'therapy'. Or rather, he'd sat and hug himself in the corner of the room while someone had babbled on to him in English. He was suppose to be talking about the ball with this person and how it had effected him, but he didn't feel like talking today. No, he didn't want to talk to strangers. He was happy listening to comforting words from his father in his mind. Telling him everything would be ok. Singing to him and just being there, as if the man hadn't died at all. But he had, and Tavius knew that.
He knew it had been pointless him going, but whatever. The Asian teen didn't care either way, really. It was a welcome distraction, and this time a woman had given him his med's so he'd taken them without question or a fight. That had been ten minutes ago now and currently Tavius was walking at a steady barefooted pace through the building. He was singing softly to himself as he walked one of the songs fom the notebook he had that was lying on his pillow in the dorm, waiting for him.
He sighed to himsef combing his fingers through his dyed strawberry blonde hair before making his way up to his dorm room, the images of Kage and his father fading as his meds began to work, making him feel almost normal. He paused as he came to the right corridor, a sudden wariness hit him, only to be followed by an urge. Confused by this Tavius tried to shrug it off before carefuly making his way to the dorm and opening the door. Instantly his eyes saught out the notebook on his bed not notcing his brother.
Walking in he closed the door and pulled off the cardigan he was wearing - leaving him in only jeans and a thin pink t-shirt - he shook his head a little before casting his emerald gaze around the room. He stilled as he saw Yamato, instantly able to tell something was bothering the other. "Y-ya-Chan...?" he sammered warily as he took a few steps towards his younger brother. Personally, he didn't mind being sent to the same place as his bother. After what had happened to him, what Yami did to him was nothing.often thought of suicide !
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tags ya-chan
muse i have muse?
translations
music my phone o_o
outfit jeans and a pink t-shirt
notes incest! xD sorry for suckiness x.o
status finite <3
credits flea?!'s baby, bitch <3
He stopped mid-hum when he heard the door opening again, and held completely still - something he'd always been good at, considering how much he disliked unnecessary movement. Hopefully it wouldn't be one of the other three boys who stayed here with Tav. Not that Yami really cared if he was caught by them; he was annoyed enough right now to screw anything that attracted his eye at this point. And yes, that included complete strangers who may or may not be older than him. The boy could be quite insistent on getting his way, one way or another. Just as he was contemplating what he would do if a different person than who he'd expected were to show up, a familiar blonde mop of hair came into sight.
Good timing, as always. But the other had yet to take notice of the second occupant of the room. Which was fine, Yami could wait. No doubt his silly brother was checking first to see if his precious notebook was still intact and where he'd left it before worrying about his own welfare. The younger male sat up to raise an incredulous eyebrow at the taller Japanese. He'd never understood what Tavius had - and evidently still did - find so special about the ratty book. It was dirty, it was falling apart at the binding, and it was completely useless in Yami's mind. Oh well; his nii-chan had gotten rather strange after they'd entered their teens.
He heard his name, and snapped back to the present to see Tav coming towards him, the same old wariness in his voice. The same grin he'd had before, alone in the halls, showed up again on his face. It wasn't exactly a mean expression, but it didn't bode well for whoever it was directed at. "Sashiburi, nii-chan," he greeted, drawling out the words as was his habit. Sliding off the covers he'd been lying on, Yami got up and made his languid way over to his sibling, the evil light still in his eyes. He was almost as tall as Tav, just two inches or so shorter, so he didn't have to tilt his head up too much to meet the other's gaze. One hand came up to slide under Tav's shirt, his fingers light as they drew circles on his brother's stomach. "Did you know, I saw Haruto again. Just now in fact," he went on to say, fingertips moving down to hook onto Tav's jeans' waistline. "You understand what that means, ne?"
**Status: Complete
**Tag: Tav Nii-chan!! <3
**Words: 421
**Outfit: Dark jeans and a black and white striped t-shirt
**Translations: SASHIBURI = Long time no see/It's been a while
**Notes: Yami's getting forward...>3
**Lyrics: Ring Ding Dong - SHINee
**Credits: Template (C) Lu L.
`no matter how hard he tried ,
Tavius was confused. He didn't know why Yamato was here. He didn't even know that the other knew his room number. He knew that Yamato had known Tavius was here now, and guessed that the other had found out through a staff member or something which dorm Tavius was in. It made him wary. Why would Yamato seek him out? Had something happened? Worry flashed through Tavius. He wanted Yami to be ok. He didn't want the other to be bothered by anything at all.
Unlike Tavius himself. He worried about a lot of things. Including the notebook that had once belonged to his friend. An item that he and his three friends had spent years pouring over. It contained them all, if you asked Tavius. Every word written in it, every doodle, they all meant something to Tavius. He would never throw it out. It was worth too much, even if it was now old and torn. He didn't care. He'd promised to look after it. He was going to sing all the songs written in here. He paused and nibbled his lip nervously as the younger approached him.
He tensed as the slightly shorter boy stopped in front of him. "O-ohayou Otouto..." Tavius mumbled softly before he gasped and flinched at the other's touch. His heart rate increase instantly and his breathing began to become erratic. "Y-you did...?" he managed to gasp out, his voice still sounding normal. He knew how seeing the dead-boy made Yamato feel and despite his fear, Tavius would never deny his brother anything.
He whimpered slightly and turned his head away as he felt the fingers hooking in his waistline. Instinctively his hands gripped at the other as he tried to even his breathing. "H-hai... I understand..." he stammered out, closing his eyes tightly as he waited for what he knew was coming. "O-onegai..." he whimpered. "...B-be gentle..." Tavius mumbled softly before fisting his hands nervously in Yamato's shirt. He was terrified to say the least.often thought of suicide !
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tags ya-chan
muse i have muse?
translations "Hello little brother" "Y-yes... I understand..." "P-please..."
music nothing
outfit jeans and a pink t-shirt
notes incest! xD sorry for suckiness x.o
status finite <3
credits flea?!'s baby, bitch <3
Feeling his brother cling to him, and seeing how scared the older boy was brought a wicked light to his eyes. The dark head nodded sagely. "Hai, and he wasn't happy, not one bit. Do you know why?" he hissed, a harder edge creeping into his voice. He didn't wait for an answer, hadn't really wanted one to begin with. Yami released Tav briefly to seize the edge of his shirt, and rip the flimsy fabric off of his body. Not even pausing, he grabbed the other's arm, and threw him down onto the closest bed. "Because he was dead."
He leaned over Tav, head quirked as though trying to decide what best to do with the blonde this time around. The grin had gone from his face, and there was no hint of amusement anywhere in his expression anymore. All lethargy was worn away as well, like a completely different person was currently glaring down at Tavius. And in a sense, Yamato was different right then. The side of him that normally got along with his sibling had become dormant, leaving only the half that wanted nothing more than to hurt the other. Lowering himself slowly, Yami licked and nibbled at his brother's neck before letting his tongue trail downwards to the collarbone. At this point, he stopped playing nice and sank his teeth deep into the skin. Not caring that he was drawing blood, Yami just continued to bite all the harder, and no longer just where he'd made his first mark. Any little bit of flesh that was exposed to his mouth was treated the same, and it didn't take him long to cover Tav's upper torso with a pattern of red teeth imprints. He returned to one of the cuts he'd made on the other's rib, and probed at the wound with his tongue so as to draw blood.
Be gentle? What had the idiot been thinking, asking that of him. Yamato was going to be anything but gentle to his victim. And that meant both physically, as well as mentally. The little demon in him wouldn't be satisfied with just raping his brother; no, he had to make the other suffer replays of all the past horrors that had happened to him. He slid up to lock his lips against Tav's, forcefully shoving his tongue into the latter's mouth. One hand came around to snatch a fistful of that yellow hair, pulling the head up to give him more access to the opening his tongue was currently exploring. The unoccupied fingers on the opposite appendage reached down to unbutton and unzip the other's pants. But Yami wasn't about to screw him just yet. He broke away from the kiss to first suck, then nip lightly at the other's earlobe. "And we both know you were the one who killed him, nii-chan," the younger boy murmured, his nails digging into his brother's abdomen. "You, and you're petty games. So really, you've got no one to blame for this except yourself."
**Status: Complete
**Tag: Tav Nii-chan!! <3
**Words: 504
**Outfit: Dark jeans and a black and white striped t-shirt
**Translations: N/A
**Notes: 8D
**Lyrics: Ring Ding Dong - SHINee
**Credits: Template (C) Lu L.
`no matter how hard he tried ,
Tavius' eyes were brimming with fear. The once bright emeralds darkened and blurred as he tried to focus his attention on Yamato. It wasn't his brother he was scared of, it was being touched. It was the idea of being carelessly thrown about and fucked. It use to not bother him as much. Back before he was kidnapped he could do anything he wanted with little or no fear. But the touches of the other were scaring him right now. He flinched when he heard the other's tone. He knew instantly that this wasn't going to be gentle.
He gasped as he was released before flinching as his shirt was ripped off his body. Steeling himself he tried to block his mind and emotions and let his body work on autopilot. "I-i know he is..." Tavius mumbled in replied, yelping and tensing as he was thrown onto the bed by the younger. He stared at him fearfully. He knew what was coming now, and that it wouldn't be gentle or soft in the slightest. No that there was anything he could do about that.
Tavius' mind remained blank and dormant as Yamato began to assult his neck with licks and nibbles. He didn't fight back against the other, his body liking the touches now that his feelings and thoughts were cast aside, leaving him as a near-enough empty shell for Yamato to take advantage of. Tavius was good at that now. After all, he'd spent a year perfecting it. He whimpered and squirmed a little at the feirce bite, his whore-instincts making him arch up to the bites, almost as though he wanted them. He moaned softly before hissing at the probing tongue that stung the wound.
He knew Yamato would make him suffer for everything the boy had had to handle, and Tavius couldn't bring himself to care. He felt he deserved everything Yamato threw at him. Even now with his fear and broken self, he would never deny his brother to take everything out on him. He'd never say that it wasn't his fault, because that wasn't how Tavius worked. Plus, he knew he'd be lying if he said nothing was his fault. Because he knew that everything that had happened to Yamato had been his fault. He hated himself for it.
He blinked at the kiss before gagging at the forceful tongue. His hands twitched slightly before once again clutching onto Yamato when he felt the hand in his hair. His de-tatching mind was telling him to fight back, but his instincts and heart told him to just let it happen. He knew he deserved it. He barely paid attention as his pants were unbuttoned before whimpering and bucking his hips as the kiss was broken. He moaned at the attention to his earlobe, sounding like a wanton little whore, before he looked away as the other spoke. He flinched at the feel of the nails before slowly nodding his head.often thought of suicide !
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tags ya-chan
muse i have muse?
translations
music nothing
outfit jeans and a pink t-shirt
notes poor tav D:
status finished <3
credits flea?!'s baby, bitch <3
