Post by V3RA SCOTT AX3LSSON on Apr 18, 2010 20:15:41 GMT
i never needed a friend
like i do now
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Outfit: here
Words: 320
Tagged: noah
Lyrics: gomenasai . t.A.T.u.
Notes:
Vera's emotions: clearly upset at himself for the things he said earlier </3
Credit: RAWR?! of cautionalso known as kali of nevermore. do not remove credit.
like i do now
It wasn’t long after Vera got back to his dorm, his face red and puffy from crying that the entire place was destroyed. Even the other two dorm mates weren’t safe from his anger as he pulled open every wardrobe, tossing every single clothing item out into the room. Everything on his desk was on the floor in a heap, the beds were unmade, the only remotely neat part of the whole room was…
Noah’s bed. After his burst of anger, Vera had kept that one thing clean… only slightly, though. As it was, the bed had held Vera’s crumbled body as he sobbed into the boy’s pillow, only doing so because it smelled like him and made him feel comfortable. Vera’s once blue eyes were red from the tears that were constantly rushing from them, his knuckles were white from holding on tight to his pillow, holding it like he’d hold the real Noah.
Even if his bed reeked of beer, cigarettes and pot, Vera loved it. It hadn’t been long since the tears subsided slightly, though only slightly. Of course, Vera couldn’t help but weep for the boy he loved more than life itself, how much he had hurt him earlier. He wanted the tears to stop. He wanted everything to just quit hurting.
Did Noah even understand? Vera would kill himself if it meant making the other Swede happy. Vera would give up all of his goals, his aspirations just for Noah and nobody else. He never wanted to hurt the other, he was just upset at the world for allowing that grave misfortune to befall someone who only wanted to help. The tears were falling hard again as thoughts began to plague his mind. What if Noah didn’t love him anymore? He screamed into the pillow, holding it as tight as he could. He needed the other Swede there to hold him, no doubt about it.
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Outfit: here
Words: 320
Tagged: noah
Lyrics: gomenasai . t.A.T.u.
Notes:
Vera's emotions: clearly upset at himself for the things he said earlier </3
Credit: RAWR?! of cautionalso known as kali of nevermore. do not remove credit.