hey. Y O U [Felicity & staff]

[ALEKSEY HENDRY VASILYEV]

ALL THAT YOU'VE GOT
just turn it up

Damn right Aleksey was upset. He had every right to be. The staff members had ran into his room, forcing him to go idle in the middle of a conversation with a very close friend of his, and now he couldn’t wake up until they left. Why couldn’t he keep talking to her? Because his body wouldn’t allow it. He hung limp against his headboard, his wide eyes looking only forward, as if he was in a trance. It happened when he went idle, he couldn’t control it.

The Russian boy listened intently to their conversations around him, forcing himself to rake his mind and put together what it was they all meant as they poked and prodded his legs. He couldn’t recoil, he just sat there. Watching, waiting and thinking. Unable to express those thoughts as words, he just let them sit there and collect. He was sure they’d all spill out of his mouth when they left. No clue when though. He hated not knowing. With Felicity by his side, sitting near him, he felt horrible. Ridiculous. Like he was both physically and mentally retarded… which in a sense, he was.

”He isn’t going to talk, Miss. You can leave now.” The younger, more polite worker smiled up at Felicity, stepping out of the way to allow the others to do their jobs. It was just a routine checkup, at least according to Aleksey. They did it every night, but today would be a little bit different. Ok, today would be a lot different. Today, they were actually going to keep Aleksey’s legs under control. The Russian watched as they left for a moment before he moved to hold on tight to Felicity’s hand.

”What are they doing…?” His voice was strained, they had put painkillers in his IV, and now he was feeling it. He hated being under medications, and now that he was being forced under it, his mind was going haywire. He mumbled… almost gurgled a string of sounds and numbers, almost as if he was gasping for breath as he reached out to cling to her arm. ”Fe..lly…”

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Outfit: here
Words: 354
Tagged: felly and open staff~
Lyrics: hey you . tokio hotel
Notes:sofuckingcute
Aleksey's emotions: idle
Credit: RAWR?! of cautionalso known as kali of nevermore. do not remove credit.

[FELICITY ROLLAN COURT]

What the fuck. Felicity's blue eyes scanned the staff that shoved past her. Aly and her had just been talking, nothing majour. So why on earth had they intruded so hastily? She held onto Aly's hand lightly, glowing noticeably as her normally pale face turned red. She kept her voice low, so she wouldn't scare him. Felicity was falling for him and she couldn't help it, what it was about him she didn't know, maybe the fact he was different then everyone else. That despite how awful and rude she'd been to him, how much she'd hurt him the first time they'd met, he'd understood her. He'd understood that it really wasn't her who was angry all the time, it was part of her that she used as protection. A shield against the outer world.

Felicity snorted, oh that was it. She stood up briskly, and instead of heading for the door she stepped close to the tallest, stronger looking staff member. Why? Because she knew she could be damn scary when she was pissed. And fuck was she pissed at that moment. "Your going to do three things for me" she sneered. "One, your apologizing to him for practically saying he's stupid in front of his face" She jabbed her thin finger hard against his chest and suppressed a growl, "Two, your going to leave. Right now. And your not going to so much as touch a fucking hair on his head." this time she kept her hand to herself, an itch growing to slap the man hard across the face. "And three,your going to get the fuck out of here so i can talk to my best friend."

Felicity let him take her tiny hand into his own and sat on the side of his bed. She stroked his head lightly, trying to calm him. "Hush, boy." she said softly, bitting her lip. she didn't know what they where doing, but her icy glare never once left the staff members. They hurt him, and they'd all fucking die. she wouldn't even bother making it look like an accident this time. "Im not sure Ally, but it'll be okay" She pecked his forehead, but withdrew the majority of her touch, she wasn't going to push her limits today. He looked so scared, and the quiet sound he made scared her. She felt her stomach knot and her heart race. Her blue eyes flashed up to the men again. "I said get out" she snapped, holding protectively to ally.

TAG: Clearly Al <3
WORDS: 223
MUSE: You're not Sorry --tay swift
LYRICS: Rehab - rihanna
CREDIT: S P O O N ! ?

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[ALEKSEY HENDRY VASILYEV]

ALL THAT YOU'VE GOT
just turn it up

Aly could only watch as she went off on the staff member, who turned and glared at the boy. "He will refuse to talk. Just look at him, he's lying there. He can't do a damn thing." He grabbed on tight to her hand, pushing the tiny girl back onto the bed.

The younger doctor was obviously scared of her, though, as he began to walk away. He was trying to be polite, he wanted to study this interesting young man. With a stutter, he finally spoke to the girl. "M-miss... I p-promise that we will not harm him. This is just a routine checkup... I swear on my job!" He moved to the IV, heaving a heavy sigh as he checked to make sure it was full enough. He had to put in a high grade painkiller, naturally, they were going to work on his legs.

Aleksey gave a slight lurch, the older guard had tapped the bottom of his foot. Hard. "He won't wake up, he's always like this... I don't even know why the hell he's in here, just a waste of a bed."

The younger man gave him a sharp glare, turning to Felicity. "I promise, he says this about everybody. It's nothing personal to Vasilyev." Yes, not even this man knew Aly's first name. Only the last names were on his forms. He moved back to the boy's feet, sighing again. "The worst we'll have to do is put something on his legs to keep them set. They'll never heal the way they are." And after that word, the two doctors left, at least for a moment.

Aleksey's wide brown eyes turned up to Felicity, his mouth pulled into a tight frown. "Do not know me as you do... cannot work near them." His speech was slurred, the painkillers being forced into his body were much too powerful for his mind to take. He was dizzy as he allowed himself to lay back on his pillows, wrapping his arms around Felly's hips, thanking her for being there before falling limp again as the door opened one more time, and this time, the doctors had equipment.

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Outfit: here
Words: 360
Tagged: felly and open staff~
Lyrics: hey you . tokio hotel
Notes:sofuckingcute
Aleksey's emotions: idle
Credit: RAWR?! of cautionalso known as kali of nevermore. do not remove credit.

[FELICITY ROLLAN COURT]

Felicity's brown orbs turned almost dark in anger and complete and utter annoyance at the guards incompetence. How could anyone be that ridiculous? "Of course he won't talk in front of /you/ morons" She snapped. Felly was small, but ever single guard in this building knew how absolutely vicious she could be. Growing up in a funeral home did that to you, you either smartened up and learned to beat the shit out of anything that creped up behind you or you lived in fear for your entire life, never gaining anything. Her eyes drifted back to Aly and she smiled a little. She wished she could tell him she loved him too, but she couldn't. Something kept preventing it in her system, something in mind warned her that despite what he thought so he didn't love her. She bit her lip and turned back to the guards, "By the way, touch me again and i swear i'll fucking castrate you bastards"

Felicity grinned lightly at the obvious fear in the younger nurses voice. "I dont care. This boys mine to look after, so shut up or get lost. Preferably both." she sneered curling up closely to her boy. Her eyes closed only long enough to intake his smell and calm herself. She really did get over protective of him at times, but this time took the cake. Her eyes shot open, she slid off the bed and walked directly over to the nurse. Without so much as flinching, Felicity drwe back her arm and punched him hard squarely in the jaw. "Fuck off" she growled, "None of us are a waste of a bed so much as your all a waste of a salary." she sneered the words, they where payed to make sure the patients were safe, and yet this man could hardly handle two little misfits. "I dont care if the timid one stays" She growled, smirking at the blood. "But your leaving. Now." She wiped her hand on his white outfit and crossed her arms.

Felly looked at al's legs. She wondered absently how he lived with them, Felicity was impatient. She'd probably have disposed of them by now if they hurt her constantly. She moved back to his bedside, rubbing his leg gently, "They don't /deserve/ to know you as well as i do" she said softly, smiling ever so slightly at him, "I...really like you boy."

TAG: Clearly Al <3
WORDS: 223
MUSE: You're not Sorry --tay swift
LYRICS: Rehab - rihanna
CREDIT: S P O O N ! ?

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[ALEKSEY HENDRY VASILYEV]

ALL THAT YOU'VE GOT
just turn it up

Yes, the doctor had arrived with a new one, the taller one had to get his jaw bandaged up. "That was quite a... hit, miss. Not sure if he'll be able to talk for a while." He chuckled at the irony, though only for a second as he moved to switch the IV bags... the new one now carrying a powerful sedative. "We will... have to put him under a sleep medication... a.. a lot of touching is going to be going on. And it is.. I am sure in your best interests that he doesn't feel any pain" He finished switching them and turned back to Felicity.

"We will.. leave for a bit, it will take some time for the medications to kick in and then we will be back.. he will need a minor surgery."

As they left, Aly looked up at Felicity through half open eyes. Not wide and curious like they normally were. With a clumsy movement, he grabbed onto her shoulders, pulling her into a kiss. He lingered, nearly pulling her on top of him as he held his lips to hers. He never wanted to let go, but it would have to happen eventually as he couldn't hold his eyes open anymore. He drooped, every part of him nearly sunk into the bed.

He felt like he weighed 3 tons, but he was still able to hold her in the kiss. Even if it was only the spark of their lips being together that kept him awake, it was more than enough. Yes, Aleksey was gay. Yes, he was a pedophile. But, yes, he loved Felicity.

The door opened again and he was limp once more, having succumbed to the sleep aids. For the first time in 4 months, Alekesy Hendry Vasilyev was asleep. Fully asleep. And with the sleep, came the dreams and the night wishing... the sleep talking.

His head lulled, but their lips were still touching. They were cold though, as if he was dead.

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Outfit: here
Words: 334
Tagged: felly and open staff~
Lyrics: hey you . tokio hotel
Notes:sofuckingcute
Aleksey's emotions: idle
Credit: RAWR?! of cautionalso known as kali of nevermore. do not remove credit.

[FELICITY ROLLAN COURT]

A satisfied smirk played on Felcity's lips. "Good. He's lucky i didn't pull out his fucking tongue" she snapped, still sitting next to him. She looked at him worriedly, bitting on her lip. "It'll be fine, boy" she reassured him, though she knew how much he hated sleeping. But if he was going to be hurting, she'd rather him be sleeping. She curled her legs up under her and looked down at him. "Hurt him and i'll murder you. I have no problem with killing." she mumbled, squeezing his hand lightly.

And then he did. He did what she'd been longing to do for days now. Though he'd had to struggle threw the haze the sleep medicine provided, she allowed herself to be pulled nearly on top of him. she relaxed a bit and let him lead the kiss, he didn't like being touched so this took her completely and utter off guard. He started to go limp and she nearly pulled away, if not for his gentle breathing against her lips she'd have thought he'd died. He was almost so still it scared her. She knew she must have felt unbearably heavy to him, after all she was short but she was normal weight. His lips lingered on hers and she couldn't help but smile.

And that was the first time in months Felicity had felt anything close to a legitimate emotion...Aly brought out allot of those in her. Every time his hand brushed her's a sort of butterfly effect started in her stomach. Did he do it purposefully? She doubted it. Though she knew despite his sometimes hazy mindset he thought about things just as normal males did. He was far from stupid, and someday she wouldn't be the only one who realized that.

The door open, and Aly was asleep. She carefully slid off his body, pressing her lips one last time to his forehead. "Like i said earlier" she stated, clearing her voice and ignoring both the rush of adrenaline and the rose in her cheeks that the simple kiss had left her with, "Hurt him and i'll kill you. Not quickly either. I'll torture the fuck out of you." She took her seat across from his bed and stared at him worriedly, there had to be a reason for his hate of sleeping. she just didn't now why yet...

TAG: Clearly Al <3
WORDS: 223
MUSE: You're not Sorry --tay swift
LYRICS: Rehab - rihanna
CREDIT: S P O O N ! ?

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[ALEKSEY HENDRY VASILYEV]

ALL THAT YOU'VE GOT
just turn it up

On any other occasion, Aleksey would be silent. Dead silent. His peaceful sleep only seemed to last for a few moments while they worked, doing god knows what to his legs. Of course, whatever they were doing would be all for the better. After all, they were doctors. He needed to trust them. And he did. Aleksey trusted doctors with his life. He'd never idle for hours at a time around anyone else.

As the numbers in his mind slowed, the images started. At first they were just abstract shapes, flying together and colliding to make more in pixellated explosions.

But eventually, they took on a more malicious tone. The nightmares that plagued the many paintings in his wardrobe, the same vision he got every time he closed his eyes. His entire mind was engulfed in flames, and then there he was. With the visual of that one boy, Aleksey's mouth began to murmur. His voice wasn't directed at anyone, it was just there.

"On spas menya... Beau.." He clenched his fists in his sleep. It probably would have been a good idea to allow him to just stay idle. His mind wouldn't be screaming. "C-can't you see I will n-never love anyone else..?" Not only was his mind flashing back to Beau's death, his whole life with Beau was playing randomly in his head. Back when he was smart, before his mind was broken.

"I can only love him..."

His English seemed very affluent in his dreams, shame it wasn't any other time. He spoke it pretty well.. his mouth just wouldn't get it out.

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Outfit: here
Words: 266
Tagged: felly and open staff~
Lyrics: hey you . tokio hotel
Notes:sofuckingcute
Aleksey's emotions: idle
Credit: RAWR?! of cautionalso known as kali of nevermore. do not remove credit.

[FELICITY ROLLAN COURT]

She'd heard it. Clear as day she'd heard the words. Him seemed to stand out the most. When was he planning on telling her he didn't like girls? She rubbed her eyes lightly waiting for the doctors ot leave. She sat expressionless as ever as they looked at her wide eyed and worried. Clearly they had no idea how completely unemotional she was around anyone...anyone but him. Served her right for trusting someone, especially a male.

She bit her lip though, the minute they'd left she pulled her small legs to her chest and started crying quietly. So quiet that unless you knew her extremely well you wouldn't know she was crying. But she was, for the first time in months she cried. The last time she'd cried had been the day they'd locked her in that solitary room and her emotions had caught up to her.

She swallowed a bit as she looked at him, so he'd lied. He clearly didn't love her. What dreams plagued him? Her mind wandered idly, though the tears still stained her rose cheeks. This was beyond words, the ache she felt was beyond painful. She just swallowed hard and leaned against the wall.

TAG: Clearly Al <3
WORDS: 223
MUSE: You're not Sorry --tay swift
LYRICS: Rehab - rihanna
CREDIT: S P O O N ! ?

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[ALEKSEY HENDRY VASILYEV]

ALL THAT YOU'VE GOT
just turn it up

Had he known. Oh, had he known how much those words he murmured earlier had hurt Felicity as bad as they did, he never would forgive himself. Something in Aleksey's mind was off. Something told him he was asleep. And there was only one way for him to wake himself up. The doctors had finished all of the work they had to do. They were gone, after having asked Felicity to stay in there with him to make sure he didn't try to get up. After all, they did have to take off some bits of skin where an infection had spread from the burns.

As the visions of Beau dying played in Aleksey's mind, he did the only thing he could do. His body lurched forward, trying to save the boy one last time. The only thing he managed to do was knock out the IV. He shrieked, loudly, the jolt of that causing his eyes to shoot open and his body to lurch again. The first thing he saw, however, was Felicity. Sitting there, her face buried in her knees.

His heart sank. Was there something wrong with him? Was he dying? Would he have to get his legs amputated..?
Or worse. Was there something wrong with her? Aly's face pulled into a deep frown as he tried to inch closer to her, to hold her again. What had gotten her so upset?

He could feel tears well up in his own eyes now, just imagining the possibilities of something being seriously wrong with either of them. He didn't want to see Felicity sad. If she wasn't happy, then Aly wasn't either. What the hell happened while he slept?

"Fe-Felly..?" His voice was still strained, every inch of his body felt like 3 tons. He'd go through anything for her, though.

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Outfit: here
Words: 3 OH! 3
Tagged: felly and open staff~
Lyrics: hey you . tokio hotel
Notes:sofuckingcute
Aleksey's emotions: idle
Credit: RAWR?! of cautionalso known as kali of nevermore. do not remove credit.

[FELICITY ROLLAN COURT]

Her head snapped up at his cries, her brown eyes widdening. Had he seen her cry? She'd tried her best not to. Slipping from the chair and stumbling towards him, "Hush" she said softly, instantly pushing aside as much of the tears as she could. "I..." she swallowed lightly taking his arm and lightly poking the plastic back in. "I know you don't love me..." she said queitly, her eyes focused on her hands, "You said so."

She bit lightly on her lip and crossed her legs, what else could se say? she couldn't very well pretend she hadn't heard him,that was both impossible and unhealthy. She pushed him gently back against the bed, not in a sexual way, but more in a mothering way. She pulled the blankets up to his chest and tucked them in around him. Then, without hesitating she lay on top of them. She put her head close and kissed his cheek again. "You didn't have to lie aly..." she said quietly, trying to seem less hurt then she actually was, "You could have just said you didn't love me."

TAG: Clearly Al <3
WORDS: 223
MUSE: You're not Sorry --tay swift
LYRICS: Rehab - rihanna
CREDIT: S P O O N ! ?

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[ALEKSEY HENDRY VASILYEV]

ALL THAT YOU'VE GOT
just turn it up

Obviously, he was confused. He didn't remember saying anything like that. He looked up into her eyes, he couldn't keep his dry. His mind began to crumble. He had hurt the first person he had ever opened up to since Beau died, and he didn't even know what he had done. He pulled the IV back out, he didn't want to go to sleep again. He hated sleeping. With a passion. "Felicity... Felly... budʹte dobry.." He needed a minute to think.

Aleksey cupped her face in his hands and pulled her close, messing up on occasion due to the medicines still in his system. His hands felt like boxing gloves. He kissed her again, lingering like he had before. He pulled away slightly, their lips were still touching. He was sure she could feel his breath, and it worried him. He was shaking so hard with each silent sob. He had no idea what to say... He had to connect his motions with his emotions, but how? His mind was swirling, trying to find out.

Until finally, his face lit up. He wiped away her tears with his thumbs and kissed her one more time, even longer that the previous two. "If there was no love..." He needed to find a way to make this sound less awkward and formal... "Yesli ya ne lyublyu tebya. Ya by ne potselovatʹ vas." He mouthed the Russian words, getting a feel for what he was attempting to say. He wasn't good at this.

"If I did not love you. I would not kiss you."

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Outfit: here
Words: 261
Tagged: felly and open staff~
Lyrics: hey you . tokio hotel
Notes:sofuckingcute
Aleksey's emotions: idle
Credit: RAWR?! of cautionalso known as kali of nevermore. do not remove credit.

[FELICITY ROLLAN COURT]

Fellys eyes fluttered closed as he pressed his lips to hers. When they kissed, it always felt different then when she kissed any other boy. She absently let her hand rest on his cheek, smiling meekly as he pulled his lips from hers. "Ive kissed people i don't love." she said quietly, kissing him again, "This is the first time i've ever kissed someone i love" For some reason, she couldn't quite string words together right, her stomach was too busy and it was almost messing with her head.

And this was exactly why she was always so scared to show emotion. Because it confused her. She closed her eyes and nuzzled close, "A-aren't you..." she fumbled trying not to sound offensive, "I thought you liked boys, ally" she said hesitantly, "'least thats what i heard you say." she bit her lip, the word him echoing in her head. Leave it to felicity to fall in love for the first fucking time with a gay guy.

TAG: Clearly Al <3
WORDS: 223
MUSE: You're not Sorry --tay swift
LYRICS: Rehab - rihanna
CREDIT: S P O O N ! ?

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[ALEKSEY HENDRY VASILYEV]

ALL THAT YOU'VE GOT
just turn it up

Aleksey frowned at Felicity and pulled her close, hugging into her. “I cannot be close to people I do not love.. Ya tebya lyublyu tak mnogo, Felicity… pochti tak zhe, kak ya lyublyu zhiznʹ.” He almost cried, He couldn’t dream of hurting her the way he did, and yet here she was, nearly sobbing into his chest. He felt so heavy, so ugly. Like he was bloating in all the wrong places. His hands felt huge, his feet felt tiny, his face felt just… weird. There was no way to put it, he couldn’t come up with a word. Like a balloon under his skin, just roaming. Through his arms, his chest… every time it reached its chest in a breath, he felt a huge pop, almost an explosion. Everything hurt. And now his heart was sinking, like it would fall through the floor any second now.

“Felly… I like boys, dah… But. I love you. You are… perfect. Amazing, lovely… Better than anyone else here, better than anyone back home. You are the best for me. ” He kissed her gently, nuzzling into her. She even smelled perfect. He grabbed onto her and pulled her on top of him gently, carefully running his hands up under her shirt, feeling her warm skin. She felt like a feather against him, so soft and light. His chest twitched as he breathed, every time he inhaled, the balloon would inflate and travel. After an exhale, it would pop. She lessened the pain, like her being there with him lessened the weight he felt against his spine.

“I love you just as much as him. ” While Felicity had no idea who he was referring to, what Aleksey was saying was huge. Insanely large. Without so much as another word, he gave her a deep kiss, gently running his hands down her back, dancing his fingers down. Even though they felt huge, he could make his movements graceful for her… or at least he could attempt. He held her close, taking in the feel of her skin on his hands. He loved everything about her. Even if he wasn’t sexually attracted to her, he didn’t need that. He couldn’t use anything below his waist comfortably anyway. All Aleksey knew was that he adored Felicity with all his heart, and he wasn’t about to let her go. She had never left his side since they met, and now there they were, lying there together, as one human. He could feel her heartbeat. It was magical.

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Outfit: here
Words: 421
Tagged: felly and open staff~
Lyrics: hey you . tokio hotel
Notes:sofuckingcute
Aleksey's emotions: idle
Credit: RAWR?! of cautionalso known as kali of nevermore. do not remove credit.

[FELICITY ROLLAN COURT]

And that was all it took. Felly practically melted as she pulled her small body as close as she physically could without hurting him. Her eyes where watering again, but she stifled the urge to cry. She wasn't quite ready for that yet. The fact she showed him any type of vulnerability was rather amazing. "Why is it..." she said slowly, "That i know im none of those things...but when you say them, i believe them?" she choked out. Her brown orbs met his for a minute and she bit her lip. As he pulled her ontop of him, she shifted her weight. She wouldn't hurt him, no...that was the last thing she'd ever do. Her breathing hitched a little as his fingers trailed along her pale white skin. "I..." she swallowed and nuzzled closer.

To her...Aly was anything but ugly. In fact, she'd never been more physically or mentally attracted to anyone in her entire life. She kissed him lightly, knowing he was in pain. She hated it. She wanted it to end. A slight sigh escaped her lips.

Her head tilted a little, "As much as who?" she asked quietly, stroking his cheek. she bit her lip a little. Damn this boy did funny things to her head. For once...she didn't want to just fuck him and leave. She loved him. And it scared the shit out of her. She kissed his cheek and closed her eyes, swallowing her pride. "I...I..." she stuttered, had she said it yet? she wasn't sure. "I love you Aleskey." she whispered, her eyes watering a bit. "Your the first boy thats ever made me feel like this."

TAG: Clearly Al <3
WORDS: 223
MUSE: You're not Sorry --tay swift
LYRICS: Rehab - rihanna
CREDIT: S P O O N ! ?

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