Post by PERSEPHONE ANNE DEVERAU on May 2, 2010 14:45:06 GMT
PERSEPHONE ANNE DEVERAU
I dragged her down I put her out
And back there I left her where no one could see
And lifeless cold into this well
I stared as this moment was held for me
A kiss goodbye, your twisted shell
As rice grains and roses fall at your feet
Let's say goodbye, the hundredth time
And then tomorrow we'll do it again
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HAI THURRR~ MY NAME IS KAT and I HAIL
FROM EASTERN!
AREN'T YOU JEALOUS ;] YOU CAN CONTACT ME
BY KILLERXR0MANCE@GMAIL.COM. OH,
AND I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR SIX YEARS NOW!
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I dragged her down I put her out
And back there I left her where no one could see
And lifeless cold into this well
I stared as this moment was held for me
A kiss goodbye, your twisted shell
As rice grains and roses fall at your feet
Let's say goodbye, the hundredth time
And then tomorrow we'll do it again
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HAI THURRR~ MY NAME IS KAT and I HAIL
FROM EASTERN!
AREN'T YOU JEALOUS ;] YOU CAN CONTACT ME
BY KILLERXR0MANCE@GMAIL.COM. OH,
AND I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR SIX YEARS NOW!
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[/b] Persephone Anne Deverau* / FULL NAME
* / NICKNAMES[/b] Stephy
* / AGE[/b] Seventeen
* / GENDER[/b] Female
* / JOB[/b] N/A
* / SEXUALITY[/b] Heterosexual
* / MEMBER GROUP[/b] Musician
* / CONDITIONS[/b] Bipolar disorder and paranoid schizophrenia.
* / FACE CLAIM[/b] Katelyn Marie
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[/b] "I suppose I like a lot of things. I love my guitar, for one thing. He's my baby - I carry him everywhere. I am, however, slightly more partial to the electric bass. Acoustic guitar sounds lovely, but the bass is what really gets me. I love the raw, powerful sound it makes. It's the heartbeat of the band, and I absolutely love it. On the other hand, my guitar and I have been through everything together. I refuse to be one of those rockers that smashes their instruments on stage. I paid a shit load of money for my instruments, and I don't intend on breaking them. Anyway, obviously I'm really into music. I wouldn't call myself a punkrocker by any means. I suppose you can consider me more indie, but I'm not into that soft girly music bullshit. I'm loud, proud and hard. Fast driving music with huge guitar riffs and drum solos really get me. At any rate, I'm also a stickler for hair bows. I'm normally wearing a black one all the time. They've just kind of settled in and become a part of my everyday appearance. Oh! I'm in love with popcorn! It's my favorite food. I'd eat it for breakfast everyday if I could. I know; weird, right? At any rate, like I said, I like a lot of things."* / LIKES
* / DISLIKES[/b] "On the other hand, I dislike a lot of things as well. For one thing, I really hate poseurs. I hate people that think they're being cool walking around with a guitar in their hands. Chances are, they have no true knowledge of chords or finger placement at all. I really can't stand fake people at all. Anything from fake highlights to a fake smile - I hate it all. Be yourself, dudes - it's much better, I swear. Anyway, I really don't like spiders. I guess I should say that I'm afraid of spiders. They scare the living shit out of me! I can't be in the same room as one. I freak out and run around - it's really amusing to see, I assure you. Speaking of being afraid, I suppose you can say that I don't like relationships. More importantly, I'm afraid of getting hurt. I'm afraid of letting someone in and allowing them to crush me. I hate rejection of any kind, which would explain why my music career is going nowhere fast. I don't hate being in front of people, I just hate what it takes to get there. I hate accepting help from people, thus I'm extremely independent. They say that one man cannot be an island, but I was born to disagree. I hate working together in a group, and I'm really more of a loner at times. I can be an island."
* / POSITIVE TRAITS[/b] "My positive traits? Well, the list rolls on and on! Kidding, of course, but hey! A girl needs a little humor every now and then. I suppose that's one of my positive traits; I'm funny. Witty, rather, is much more like it. I'm very sarcastic, but never in a rude way. I'm great at making people laugh and playing down a bad situation. I'm very intelligent too, which is where my wit comes from. I'm great with logic puzzles, and my IQ is off the charts. I was cursed with these disorders, so I suppose I won't see my intelligence get me anywhere though. Anyway, I live to stand up for my beliefs. I'm an extremely loud person with a love for debating and arguing. "
* / NEGATIVE TRAITS[/b] "Obviously, two of my biggest negative traits would be my disorders. Bipolar disorder and paranoid schizophrenia. What a combination! The bipolar disorder, believe it or not, it what people see most often. I don't mean for it to happen, but it just comes out sometimes. I can't control my emotions at all and thus, I'm prone to lashing out at people, especially those whom I love. It's a killer curse sometimes, but I've learned to channel that negative energy into my music, so I suppose it evens out. At any rate, I'm also really icy, per say. I'm very locked up, and I refuse to allow myself to get really close to anyone. I have terrible trust issues, the likes of which you've never seen. Literally, I don't trust anyone - at all. I'm very closed off the world, and I like it that way. I can't get hurt."[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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[/b] Newark, New Jersey* / HOMETOWN
* / PARENTS[/b]
Gerard Deverau, 43
Michaela Deverau, 39
* / SIBLINGS[/b] "I'm an only child, yo!"
* / OTHER FAMILY[/b] N/A
* / HISTORY[/b] "My history? God, here we go. I was born in Newark, New Jersey, which sucked major balls. I never went outside to play as a child because the crime was just way too much to deal with. Both of my parents worked, but my father was the one that was home all the time. He always made an effort to be close to me, and it paid off. I was his little angel, alike in every single way. That being said, my mother was never home. For whatever reason, she wasn't happy with her life. When I was only eight years old, she cheated on my father - in his room. We came home from one of out Daddy-Daughter days early, and found them in bed together. It was traumatizing. It wasn't like they were just laying there either - no. My fucking slut of a mother was sitting there with her legs spread as wide as they could go. My father flipped - I had never seen him so angry. Everything was a blur, but when it was all over, I watched as the man my mother was with ran out of my house, holding his broken and bleeding nose. My father stood, staring at my mother, totally enraged. Then, without saying a word, turned around and grabbed my hand, and walked me to my room. He packed my things, as well as his, and we got in the car and drove away. I haven't seen my mother since, and quite frankly, I don't want to.
My disorders popped up a year later. My father was scared, but he loved me and didn't treat me like a monster. We settled in a new city and, without my mother, my father flourished. He got a great job with good pay. He was able to pay for my therapy bills. At one time, the therapy seemed to be working, but then it all changed. I don't know what came over me when I turned thirteen, but something snapped. I got violent, and I yelled constantly. I would be fine one second, then screaming the next. I complained about hearing voices in my head. Eventually, my father pulled me from the high school I had been attending, and tried to care for me at home. It all got to be way too much for him, however, and he sent me to the rehab center. I knew it was out of love, so I don't hold any ill-will toward him at all. We're still extremely close, and I knew that he had to do it. He visits me frequently.
Through my therapy, came my music. I don't know what happened, but my creativity blossomed at the institution. I began to sing, and I was amazed at the voice I had. It was gorgeous. It was the solitary gift that made this whole experience seem so much brighter. It's the only thing I really have left, my music, and I don't intend to ever give it up."[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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THIS APPLICATION WAS MADE BY MIADAY PARADE AND IS FOR HER USE ONLY.
THIS APPLICATION WAS MADE BY MIADAY PARADE AND IS FOR HER USE ONLY.
