Post by LEXI SOFIA JAMES on May 6, 2010 22:23:56 GMT
LEXI SOFIA JAMES
i'm bruised and scarred
save me from this broken heart
all my love will slowly fade
and fall apart
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HAI THURRR~ MY NAME IS NICCI and I HAIL
FROM EST!
AREN'T YOU JEALOUS ;] YOU CAN CONTACT ME
BY PM. OH,
AND I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR TWO NOW!
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i'm bruised and scarred
save me from this broken heart
all my love will slowly fade
and fall apart
• • • • • • • • • • • •
HAI THURRR~ MY NAME IS NICCI and I HAIL
FROM EST!
AREN'T YOU JEALOUS ;] YOU CAN CONTACT ME
BY PM. OH,
AND I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR TWO NOW!
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[/b] lexi sofia james* / FULL NAME
* / NICKNAMES[/b] lex
* / AGE[/b] eighteen
* / GENDER[/b] female
* / JOB[/b] n/a
* / SEXUALITY[/b] straight
* / MEMBER GROUP[/b] nobody
* / CONDITIONS[/b]
suicidal
drug addiction to Oxycontin&meth
severe depression
bipolar
cutter
* / FACE CLAIM[/b] taylor parks
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[/b]* / LIKES
when people give her flowers
chocolate
nature
animals
books
jesse
music ( not the really loud and hateful kind )
Mayday Parade
daytime
sunlight
neon colors
glow sticks
slow songs
smiling
not feeling afraid
feeling safe
holding hands
hugs
cuddling
close friends
taking pictures
fire flies
pain
cutting
* / DISLIKES[/b]
thunder
lightining
spiders
hateful people
being slapped around
seeing people in pain
being afraid
having to hide all the time
her father
her mother
being alone
being so dependant
fearing for her life all the time
falling asleep
the dark
scary movies
death
being hated
Really goth and scary people
when people use her
loud noises
* / POSITIVE TRAITS[/b]
•sweet
•caring
•forgiving
•quiet
•good listener
•harmless
* / NEGATIVE TRAITS[/b]
•easy to take advantage of
•she's afraid of almost everything
•push over
•too nice
•cutter
•too trusting[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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[/b] philadelphia, pa* / HOMETOWN
* / PARENTS[/b] erik james, 27 & jessica ryan, 25
* / SIBLINGS[/b] n/a
* / OTHER FAMILY[/b] susan james, 62, grandma
* / HISTORY[/b]
from the day lexi was born, her parents never cared. they would leave the poor little baby in her crib while they left the house to go find or sell drugs. sometimes they would be gone for days and the poor little lexi would be stuck there, crying away, trying to call for someone to feed her and take care of her. but each time, before help came, they would come back and slap the baby until she finally shut up. it was surprising that she lived through the beatings, but lexi was a fighter.
when lexi turned six was when hell really started. now of course she went to school like everyone else, and that was where she actually got to meet one of the sweetest people in the world, and his name was Jesse. She loved that boy with all her heart, but even he couldn't save her from the things her parents put her through. When she would come home from school, her father would always be waiting for her. He would say that this was how good girl's acted and treated their fathers. He said that it was love... but Lexi didn't believe it. But she was too afraid to say anything, because her father was known to be a violent person. Sometimes, when she tried to run away from him, he pulled out her hair and threw her onto the couch... and then he made her touch him... He'd tell her to keep it a secret and she did... and she still hasn't told anyone.
But that wasn't the worst part of her life. Nope. You see, Lexi mother had taken her away from her father, but not to escape him or to stop him from hurting her daughter. No, she took Lexi to make herself some money. You see, she would let men come in and see her... and touch her... but it was all for a price. The girl was about fourteen and she was still too quiet to try and speak up. So she just took it. Each day it would get worse, and finally she broke down. She couldn't take it anymore. She didn't like all of these men. They said it was love, but it wasn't. It was all a lie. So, she ran away.
And that was when she started to change. She had started to cut, do drugs, and she even tried to kill herself a few times. Once by an OD and second, she tried to hang herself. But each time someone would stumble upon her and stop her. Then they sent her to live with her grandma, to see if it would help her any, but poor lexi entered a stage of deep depression and there was nothing else they could do. So, her grandmother decided that it was time for her to get some help. And now here she is.[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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THIS APPLICATION WAS MADE BY MIADAY PARADE AND IS FOR HER USE ONLY.
[/size]THIS APPLICATION WAS MADE BY MIADAY PARADE AND IS FOR HER USE ONLY.