Post by SYMPHANI NECOLI MASAKI on May 20, 2010 22:04:06 GMT
LIKE HOLY SHIT SYMPHANI WOKE UP TODAY AS HERSELF, NOT MOODY OR HYPER JUST BLAH. SHE LOOKED AROUND AND SAW NO ONE WAS IN HER DORM STILL. SHE WASN'T COMPLAINING AT ALL SHE DIDN'T MIND AT ALL. SHE ACTUALLY THOROLY
ENJOYED IT. NO ONE TO FIGHT WITH. BUT IN A SMALL WAY SHE FELT ALONE LIKE ALWAYS. WHY DID HER SISTER IGNORE AND SEND BACK HER LETTERS WITH A FUCK YOU LETTER BASICALLY EVERY TIME. HER MOTHER WENT TO GOD KNOWS BUT SHE AT LEAST CALLS ONCE IN A GREAT WHILE. HER FATHER.... JUST THE THOUGHT MADE HER RUN THE BATHROOM AND PUKE UP HER INSIDES. SHE HATED THAT MAN. HOW CAN ANYONE RAP THERE DAUGHTERS?
SHE GOT UP AND FLUSHED THE TOILET THREE TIMES THEN HOPE IN THE SHOWER AND WASHED HER SELF THREE TIMES, BRUSHED HER HAIR THREE TIMES, BRUSHED HER TEETH THREE TIMES, OKAY I AM TIRED OF WRITING THAT, SHE DOES EVERYTHING THREE TIMES, SOMETIMES SHE SPEAKS IN THREES. PART OF HER OCD. SHE LOOKS AROUND AND WENT TO HER CLOSET AND SLIPS ON HER BRA, AND BOY SHORTS. SHE PUT ON A NIGHTGOW THAT CAME RIGHT UNDER HER BUTT, SHE THEN SLIPPED ON BOOTY SHORTS AND FLATS. NOTHING SPECIAL.
SHE FELT LIKE SHE SHOULD BE CREATIVE AND GO TO THE AUDITORIUM TODAY. SHE GRABBED HER JOURNAL AND HER PEN AND WALKED DOWN TO THE ROOM AND WENT IN. SUDDENLY SHE FELT SUBCONSCIOUS MAYBE NAUTIOUS. SHE LOOKED AROUND AND TOOK A SEAT IN THE BACK AND PUT HER FEET ON THE CHAIR IN FRONT AND PLACED HER JOURNAL ON HER BENT KNEES. SHE TAPPED THE PEN THREE TIMES IN SEQUENCE AND SIGHED. WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT? BEING LONELY? BEING AFRAID? WELL SURE SHE IS BUT SHE DIDN'T FEEL LIKE WRITING ABOUT THAT SO SHE CONTINUED TAPPINNG ON HER NOTEBOOK.
W O R D S;; you count!
T A G;; open!
N O T E S;; she has OCD and split personaity and of course manic depression!
C R E D I T;; hey it's SHMEY! @ caution 2.0
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[color=530000][b]W O R D S;;[/b][/color] you count!
[color=530000][b]T A G;;[/b][/color] open!
[color=530000][b]N O T E S;;[/b][/color] she has OCD and split personaity and of course manic depression!
[color=530000][b]C R E D I T;;[/b][/color] hey it's SHMEY! @ caution 2.0
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