Post by TAVIUS K. SUSUME on May 24, 2010 21:32:25 GMT
[/color]" he screamed until his throat hurt.[/size]DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM?
BECAUSE I KNOW ALL ABOUT YOU
Tavius had made a promise. After he'd tried to hang himself, he'd tried to open up more to Sune and Felix, sometimes even Yamato. But they'd told him they weren't enough. They told him he needed friends again. Just the thought of making friends, of meeting new people, scared him. It terrified him even, but he'd do it. He'd do it for them. For Sune-Kun and Felix. No mtter what it cost him he'd try to be normal. He would, he truly would. Because he wanted to be able to stand up for himself, at least once. He missed the old him. The him he was when he first met Sune. He wanted to be that outgoing little boy again, but he couldn't. He'd seen the true horrors of life, one after the other.
Softly though, the young asian tread along the small path into the forest. Today his clothes were more modern, and fitting to his American surroundings. He was wearing a rather girlish outfit - actually a very girlish outfit - but he watched to look different to normal. Upon his legs were black leggings and on his torso was a black shirt with white writing. around his waist he wore a green and gold tutu. On his feet were the rarity of shoes, green sandshoes. He'd worn this outfit once or twice before, but it'd been a few years since then. However, since his height hadn't changed and his size had actually decreased as he still wasn't eating, the clothes still fit. In actual fact they were sligtly too big, but that just made them baggy rather than skin-tight.
He sighed softly as he walked into the dark forest, heading towards the fire slowly but certainly. He didn't want to chicken out of this, no matter how paranoid he was getting. His eyes were darting around as he tried to move faster. He wanted to get into the light, because at least then he would maybe been seen incase someone attacked him. He hoped that no one would, but he had this strange feeling, this paranoid outlook, that something was going to happen. What made it worse was that that feeling was normally right. He normally did have a reason to be paranoid. To be scared. Before Noa, he hadn't been scared like this. Before Noa it was just the underlying fear he'd lose another loved one. But since Noa, everything scared him.
Gradually he came to a stop by a tree and leant against it. For the moment he was just out of the light, though he was able to see the bonfire. His eyes stared at the flames in a childish interest before a hand suddenly covered his mouth, pulling him back. instinctively he lashed out, screaming into the hand. Another hand moved to wrap around his throat and he stilled, drastically. His breathing became erratic, instant panic overcoming him. He was so scared, being touched by this stranger - this male. "Shh, don't scream cutie~" a voice purred in his ear. The hand from his throat moved down and easily slid Tavius' leggings and briefs - both black - down in one swift movement. The blonde jerked in fear.
Feeling the cold hand against his previously warm flesh he became unable to hold back the instant tears. He truly couldn't beathe as he thrashed and twisted, his nails digging into his arms in frantic attempts at distracting himself. His medication had messed with his mind leaving him unable to become the docile little slave-child he normally was in situations like this. The male behind him smirked and Tavius' arms and legs thrashed as the shizophrenic boy heard the sound of the zipper. The thrashing stopped as Tavius' head was slammed off the tree. Tears began to pour rather than trickle as he began to sob into the other's hand. He was so scared. He just wanted to die. He wanted to forget.
Tavius truly hated this, how everyone would always do this to him. Always touch him and use him. Always fuck him and abuse him. Then, they'd just leave. They'd just let him sit there and cry. Or they'd leave so the next one could come and have their way with him. He hated it. He was so fucking scared. The man behind him smirked and positioned himself without preparation - Tavius felt sure only Sune and Felix had ever prepared him thoroughly. He whimpered and struggled weakly before screaming in sheer agony when he felt his insides tear from the force of the thrust. He'd been too tense and panicked for this to not cause him pain, and even worse, his vision was already fading to stars and blackness. The hand moved from his mouth. "TASUKETE!
Help.
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THIS PIECE WAS WRITTEN USING FEW WORDS AND WAS DONE SO BECAUSE SOMEONE IS GOING TO COME TO THE BBQ AND REPLY! DO YOU KNOW WHY? IT'S BECAUSE COOKIE MADE THIS LAYOUT FOR THIS THREAD SPECIALLY!
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