( THATS HOW YOU KNOW )-(aleskey)

[FELICITY ROLLAN COURT]

people change and promises are broken
clouds can move and skies will be wide open

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Well, two months in this place and already she knew something. Something she'd never ever thought about happening to her. She could suddenly explain the butterfly's, the excitement, the strength and pure passion that was so explicitly outlined in novels and TV programmes. Love. There was no other way Felicity could explain what happened to her when she looked at him. Damn him. She couldn't stop it, she'd tried. She couldn't harness it or even control it the way she did everythign else.

She was putty in his hands and he didn't even know it. The last thing on her pretty blond mind was seducing him. She didn't understand anything about this. She walked to the hospital that day, sneaking out of her session. He was there-she knew it. She ran her fingers threw her blond hair and stepped into the rather sterile hospital. She winkled her nose and shook her hair out of her face. Her feet carried her automatically towards the elevator.

She walked to the information desk, placing her small white palms on the counter, "Aleskeys room." she said simply, no need to add a last name. Everyone knew who she was coming for. She brushed her hair off her shoulder and bit her lip lightly. They pointed her towards the room and she went. She was kind of excited to see him, slightly scared though. She leaned against the door frame as she saw him idling there in his bed. "Hey boo" she said softly, not wanting to upset or disrupt him.

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[ALEKSEY HENDRY VASILYEV]

WHEN YOU CAN'T BREATHE
i will be there zoom into me

It was strange, seeing Aleksey in this environment. The sunlight streamed into his room, making the already pale-olive skin that belonged to the Russian boy seem even more white. His deep, brown eyes glistened, they were almost hazel. The room was pure white, causing his hair and his shirt to stand out more than anything else as he sat in bed, the television set to a news channel that his mind was idling on. It upset him, the broadcast. In fact, if one was paying attention, they would probably see that he was glaring deeply at the television. And for a damn good reason. His bastard of a father was talking about leading the attacks on Georgia. He had enough of it. Without a single word, murmur or utterance, he began to channel flip as his brain wandered away.

If one wasn't paying attention to his eyes, however, focus was probably on the many machines that were hooked to him. There was a heart monitor, a blood counter, two IVs on his left arm; one with a blood drip, and then there was a breathing apparatus covering his mouth and nose. Not because he couldn't breathe, but that one held even more nutrition for his blood stream. He had gone a while without the IV at Stanfield, and it showed. What little fat the tiny boy held was gone, he could barely move his arms anymore... His glare was finally gone as he let his head hang limp to cartoons.

There was one last thing weird about what was in Aleksey's new temporary home. More so, what wasn't in there. Felicity. It had only been a few days, but he wanted to see her so bad. In fact, that was one of the reasons he had permitted the doctors to do what they did not long before. What he knew, what they knew, but what Felicity didn't know was that they were preparing his legs to be amputated, just below the knees. He was going to walk, just for her. He wouldn't tell her that, though. She didn't know anything about why he was in here, only that he was.

As the door opened, his eyes shut slightly, giving an illusion of sleep. But as she spoke, they lit up and had to open. He was looking at her, and had he not been wearing the breathing mask, his wide smile would be obvious. It took him a few tries, but finally he spoke. "Privyet, devushka moya." His speech was slurred from the medicines he was on, but it was clear that he was trying to address her. He attempted to lift an arm to motion her over, but he didn't have the stretgth to do ao anymore.

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Outfit: just a very long, black shirt that doesn't cover his arms~
Words:
Tagged: felly
Lyrics: zoom into me . tokio hotel
Notes:sofuckingcute
Aleksey's emotions: idle
Credit: RAWR?! of cautionalso known as kali of nevermore. do not remove credit.

[FELICITY ROLLAN COURT]

people change and promises are broken
clouds can move and skies will be wide open

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Felicity smiled. Despite the depressing surroundings...his voice made her smile. She blinked momentarily, the many tubes and IV's hooked up to her boy scared her. was he hurt? He hadn't exactly told her why he was here, why he had left so abruptly and not so much as told her. She'd thought he'd gotten up and left until shed heard word of his being in the hospital. Fel bit her lip lightly, she'd been holding out for him. Even though the doctors just thought she was respondign to therapy, Felly'd been avoiding sex just because she'd feel bad. Even if she didn't think he was attracted to her...that way...she didn't feel like having her stupid conscious acting up on her. Two months around this boy had turned her soft, and she wasn't about to fight it.

"My girl?" she asked teasingly, lowering a bed rail and sitting on the edge of his bed. Her small hands gently caressed his cheek, a few tears in her eyes, "Are you okay Al?" she asked gently. "I just...one minute we where cuddling in my bedroom and the next your gone." So she exaggerated a little, but to her thats what it felt like. she hoped he hadn't changed his mind about her, that he still loved her as much as she loved him.

She put her head on his chest and struggled, trying not to cry. Fel hated emotions, love was the worst of them but with him the rush of butterfly's and passion was welcomed. "I...lo-" she cut herself off, there was a far cry from feeling it and admitting it in public, "I was worried." she murmured, kissing his neck and allowing her lips to linger there.

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[ALEKSEY HENDRY VASILYEV]

WHEN YOU CAN'T BREATHE
i will be there zoom into me

Aleksey's mouth opened, he had forgotten he had the breathing mask on. He inhaled sharply, forcing his breath to hitch and his eyes to roll backwards slightly, though Felicity's gentle touches easily brought him back. While it had only been a few days, Aly was convinced that he had been gone for months. Well, that's what it felt like to him. As she got closer, Aly used all of his strength to lift a hand to touch her cheek, his bony fingers dancing across her soft skin.

"Felly... I have so much I want to talk a..." His voice trailed off as the television in the room turned to a news broadcast of the Russia and Georgia conflict. His eyes got sharp with rage as he threw the remote halfway across the room, screaming at the man on the box, his captioned name reading Vasil Stefanich. He nearly shrieked at the news broadcast. "DELAYUT ETO OSTANOVIT'SYA!" Though his rage only lasted for a few moments, for him it felt like hours. He didn't want to see that bastard's face on the show ever again. He screamed at him in Russian more, telling him just how stupid this was, and how much he hated him, before he finally stopped and collapsed into Felly.

"I hate that man, Felicity. He deserves to die." He didn't even know if she knew that the dark haired, powerful man on the screen was his father. His wide, brown eyes turned back to the girl. "He is the reason I cannot go back to mother Russia."

He finally calmed down as the cartoons returned. "I am fine now, Felly. They found me in my room on the floor and brought me here because I had lost so much weight... but I am fine now." He smiled at her and with a clumsy movement, he wrapped his arms around her, dying to kiss her. "We can cuddle in here..." He smiled some, pulling her to lay next to him. "Because I love you."

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Outfit: just a very long, black shirt that doesn't cover his arms~
Words:
Tagged: felly
Lyrics: zoom into me . tokio hotel
Notes: "MAKE IT STOP!"
Aleksey's emotions: idle
Credit: RAWR?! of cautionalso known as kali of nevermore. do not remove credit.

[FELICITY ROLLAN COURT]

people change and promises are broken
clouds can move and the skies will be wide open

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The outbreak kind of startled her, but none the less felly sat there, taking his hands in hers and trying to calm him. She assumed the man on the television was either his father or someone else who'd hurt him. "shush al" she said softly, when he fell into her, she wrapped her arms around him the best she could and nuzzled his neck. "Ill make him die someday for you...ill make him feel so awful that all he wants is to die." she pushed the mask just a little bit and kissed the corner of his mouth.

Fee-fee sighed and snuggled closer to him, "Dont you ever do that again, okay? If i'd known thats what the IV was for..."she was clearly beating herself up for all of this. she didn't want him in a hospital with tubes and needles and masks. She wanted him in her bed where she could hold and cuddle him. "I love you"she whispered, so quietly only he'd hear her. It was a step....for her at least.

Her eyes met his and she bit her lip, "Al? What did you want to ttalk about?" she prayed to god he hadn't come to his senses and decided he didn't want her. She needed him more then she needed air and sex. "Is everything okay?"

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[ALEKSEY HENDRY VASILYEV]

WHEN YOU CAN'T BREATHE
i will be there zoom into me

He had no idea how he'd tell her this. How he was making such a huge change in his life, why he was making such a huge change... It was because of her. She gave him the inspiration to get up and actually do things, not just sit there, idling away, waiting to die. She was now the paint on his brush. With her, life was beautiful. Too beautiful to spend sitting silently in a wheelchair in an asylum. But still, how in the world would he tell her? He couldn't just up and say "Hey, I got my legs amputated for you." He'd have to think, and fast.

Aly bit his lip and sat up a little bit straighter, grabbing on to Felly's hand and trailing it down to his legs... at least, where his legs would have been. "I don't hurt anymore. And..." He swallowed hard and nuzzled into her, his mind screaming to kiss her. The mask was killing him. He didn't need it, the IVs gave him more than enough. "I'm going to walk." He wrapped his arms around her shoulders, wanting more than anything to hold her and kiss her and make love to her. He loved her just as much as he loved Beau before, and he needed her to know.

"I'm not afraid. I will walk, and..I will do everything for you. And.. nothing will ever take me away from you again." He held her as best he could, making sure to be careful with the tubes and medications and everything else that was being shoved into his body. None of that mattered now. Now he had Felicity, and she made everything better. Now, he didn't even care that his father was on the news. He didn't care that the sheer amount of shit hooked up to him made him dizzy. He didn't care about anything else.

He needed his Felicity more than he needed this hospital.

He loved his girl more than anything else in the world.

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Outfit: just a very long, black shirt that doesn't cover his arms~
Words: 335
Tagged: felly
Lyrics: zoom into me . tokio hotel
Notes:
Aleksey's emotions: in loove
Credit: RAWR?! of cautionalso known as kali of nevermore. do not remove credit.

[FELICITY ROLLAN COURT]

people change and promises are broken
clouds can move and the skies will be wide open

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Felicity couldn't help it. Her brown orbs widened considerably as he guided her hand to his...what where they now? Stumps? She could feel where the bone and skin ended, replaced by nothing but the bed. He'd...for her? She felt tears springing to her eyes as her cheeks turned red. "Oh aly" she breathed, the most anyone had ever done for her was pull there pants down and fuck her. She'd never, ever been more in love with anyone.

She let him pull her close, and she buried her face in his chest. "Your fucking amazing" she whispered quietly, her hands locking together behind his back. She wanted him, but she knew she couldn't have him. Not yet anyway. She squirmed a little, nestling as close as the tubes and wires would let her. Her baby. anyone who tried to so much as touch him would die. Felicity no doubt had the strength and will to kill someone, if they gave her reason enough to at least. Maybe thats why she was here, because she'd kill...but only for him. Only for love.

She smiled meekly as he spoke, "You never had to be afraid love..." she said quietly, blushing a bit at the pet name. "You know i'll always protect you...and...and i..." she choked a bit on the word, "I love you...so...so much" she nuzzled his neck, planting slight kisses there. She needed him more then he knew he kept her calm, and as sane as she'd ever been. God only knew where she'd be without him. He made her better-though even if she became somewhat better she'd pull some crazy stunt to keep her here. To keep her with her aly.

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[ALEKSEY HENDRY VASILYEV]

WHEN YOU CAN'T BREATHE
i will be there zoom into me

Aly snuggled into her. Her tears worried him.. As she clung to him and started to speak, though, he couldn't help but tear up himself. He bit the inside of his mouth, trying to think of anything to say in response to that. But... as it was, he could only think of one thing to do. His thin hands grabbed at the mask that covered his face and quickly pulled it up, almost off as he grabbed onto her shoulders and pulled her up, kissing her.

The only thing Aly wanted to do at this point was make sweet, passionate love to Felicity. Even if she was a girl.. and even if he was gay, he loved her enough to do it right then and there. Even though they've kissed before, this gentle, passionate one meant more to him than any other moment they shared. He kept a long hold of this kiss, not caring that he was beginning to feel lightheaded as his breath hitched, or that he was suddenly feeling painfully dizzy. All that he cared about was being with Felicity.

He kept her close, the discomfort of his newly stubbed legs not bothering him in the slightest as he continued to kiss her, very gently and carefully dancing his tongue against hers. He never wanted to pull away from this magic moment, never in a million years would he want to leave her. He didn't want to pull away from this kiss if his life depended on it, though it was now beginning to.

Aleksey didn't care that he couldn't breathe.

Aleksey didn't notice the slowing heart monitor.

Aleksey Hendry Vasilyev didn't even notice getting dizzier and dizzier.

Aly's eyes lulled back, and as his head hit the pillows, it took all his strength to pull the mask back on.

He needed to breathe at some point.

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Outfit: just a very long, black shirt that doesn't cover his arms~
Words: 335
Tagged: felly
Lyrics: zoom into me . tokio hotel
Notes:
Aleksey's emotions: in loove
Credit: RAWR?! of cautionalso known as kali of nevermore. do not remove credit.

[FELICITY ROLLAN COURT]

people change and promises are broken
clouds can move and the skies will be wide open

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When he kissed her, she lost any amount of reality she had. Her body sort of slumped into his and she kissed him back with as much love and passion as she could without making those around her uncomfortable, not that felicity cared. She sucked lightly on his tongue, allowing hers to touch it with a gentle need. He was her reality, that was the only explanation to the high he made her feel.

Her eyes fluttered shut, though she instantly became aware as his eyes lulled some and his head fell back, she gasped feeling selfish. Her slight hands helped him pull the mack back onto her face, looking up in time to see a doctor glaring at her. Carefully, Fee moved off him, laying next to him instead. She continued to press chaste kisses to his neck, nudging him lightly. "Don't do that again boy" she breathed, stroking his cheek lightly. "You can kiss me and hold me and do whatever you want with me once your out. But right now you need to get better" Being the good person she was, Fee sat up and unzipped her boots, pulling them off her legs and setting them next to the bed. She then curled up and wrapped her arms protectively around aly.

"If your tired babe, you can sleep" she cooed softly. She knew she made him feel a bit safer, better then when he was alone anyway. She kissed his neck again, lingering there a bit longer this time. "I love you" she murmured against his skin, not meaning to tease for once.

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