Post by SEBASTIAN RAE CHESHIRE on Apr 10, 2010 14:40:14 GMT
SEBASTIAN RAE CHESHIRE
who's to know if your soul will fade at all
the one you sold to fool the world
you lost your self esteem along the way
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HAI THURRR~ MY NAME IS AJO and I HAIL
FROM GMT3+!
AREN'T YOU JEALOUS ;] YOU CAN CONTACT ME
BY PM&MSN. OH,
AND I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR SOMETIME NOW!
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who's to know if your soul will fade at all
the one you sold to fool the world
you lost your self esteem along the way
• • • • • • • • • • • •
HAI THURRR~ MY NAME IS AJO and I HAIL
FROM GMT3+!
AREN'T YOU JEALOUS ;] YOU CAN CONTACT ME
BY PM&MSN. OH,
AND I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR SOMETIME NOW!
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[/b] sebastian rae cheshire* / FULL NAME
* / NICKNAMES[/b] seb
* / AGE[/b] sixteen
* / GENDER[/b] male
* / SEXUALITY[/b] pansexual
* / MEMBER GROUP[/b] the emos
* / CONDITIONS[/b]
- severe drug addiction: rock, powdered cocaine, heroine, acid, ecstasy, meth, and even cough drops and glue, you just name it
- alcohol and smoke addiction
- split personality and severe psychosis because of drug addiction
- property vandalism and attacked police officers under drug influence
- kleptomaniac
* / FACE CLAIM[/b] cole mohr
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[/b] night time cruising, drugs and alcohol, himself, winning, harming others, fights, treated in a good special way, paintings for some reason, music, stars, any body of water, feeling powerful, fire, sex and physical touches, loud music, the streets, candles, cigarettes* / LIKES
* / DISLIKES[/b] hangovers, daylight, police cops, clingy people, failure, apologizing, death to an extent, awkwardness, most people, rules, stereotypes, nightmares, alarm clocks, waking up early, sappy-ness, feeling vulnerable, hospitals, authority, whiny people, being alone, extreme naïveness, lame people, tears and crying, not finding answers, bad memories, thinking about the future, people who can easily read him, being embarassed
* / POSITIVE TRAITS[/b] strong, adventurous, independent, determined, hardworking
* / NEGATIVE TRAITS[/b] manipulative, manwhore, hostile, curious, hateful, vengeful, stubborn, bipolar[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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[/b] new york city* / HOMETOWN
* / PARENTS[/b] james cheshire, forty. marlene anniston, thirty eight.
* / SIBLINGS[/b] jane cheshire, six years old.
* / OTHER FAMILY[/b] houston tanner, thirty three, god father.
* / HISTORY[/b] you know those certain families that always seem happy and smiling in pictures, those families that most likely have two children and a dog and live in the suburbs? yeah well, sebastian's family is completely the opposite of this. they have no dog. they live in the upper east side of a busy city surrounded by pollution and corruption, and on top of that, they're more likely successful than happy. they live with the prospect of money rather than love, which is how most thing are these days, and they're rather content with such a life. sebastian rae cheshire was born as a result of an arranged marriage of two very prestigious families, both of whom were living in a rich, sophisticated climate filled with the history of their successful ascendants. needless to say, sebastian was given the best life anyone could possibly dream for ever since his birth, which surprised many people when they found out about his downfall. his mother was as caring a mother as any parent around her, but his father had his eyes set on the bigger prize, which is money of course. he had little time for family matters, and whenever he did, it was only because he wanted his son to grow up and succeed the family just as much as he did, if not more. who wouldn't want a great life for their offspring? sebastian didn't mind the fact that his father wasn't around much, for he wasn't the sort of whiny kid that would cry at the loss of love in his life. he thought that was just completely lame and would punch whoever felt that way.
sebastian of course grew rather independent and managed to pass through many aspects of his life on his own. his mother attempted to keep him around, but sebastian refused to linger around in his household. why? just because he didn't feel like it. not because he was a depressed kid, or because he hated his family, it was just because he didn't feel like it. he took his first dosage of capsules when he was seven years old. it wasn't by accident. he was over at his godfather's house, and opened one of the drawer's in the basement only to find acid capsules. he heard about the effects of what could occur when he overheard his godfather talking to a guy one day, but he still took them. after a while, he lost his senses and his mood rapidly changed. his godfather witnessed his behaviour, and instead of attempting to help him, he left him be until he woke up the next morning disoriented and without any recollection of why that happened. the only thing sebastian could remember from that night is that he stole the rest of the capsules, and went back home with a tiny desire for a few more. by the age of nine, he was addicted to the drug. also, by that age, he had tried different substances that his godfather knowingly provided for him. why? his godfather refused to be the only one stuck in this dilemma, and passed it around to his little godson. obviously, sebastian's parents knew none of this. however, sebastian doesn't blame his godfather, for he was the one that took them willingly, and he was the one that decided to change his life at that young age.
when he was ten years old, he became a little addicted to alcohol and smoking as well, and it was evident that during that young age, if he tried anything even once, he was going to be hooked on them for a very long time. over the next four years, he tried different sorts of drugs and got addicted to them, including heroine, and even rock. through his godfather, he met some other drug dealers that hooked him up with a lot of stuff, and it was as simple as getting a lollipop from a candy shop. when he was twelve, he had sex for the first time after he got high, and lost his virginity to some street prostitute. throughout the following years, that's all he did, take in as much substances as possible, and he became a sex addict as well. he screwed with everything that was called human being, boys and girls. it was the stuff he was addicted to that forced him to be like that. it was only a matter of time till he became a drug dealer with the help of his godfather, and he made loads of money from it as well. he spent huge amounts of time over at his godfather's or in the streets, and his mother didn't like that one bit. his father on the other hand thought that his godfather was a good influence on him, and boy was he wrong. it didn't take much for him to do the stuff every single day of his life, it was actually a miracle his parents never found out about it. he spent most of his life outside his own house than he did inside it, and that seemed like a normal life to him.
it might occur to most people that the reason of sebastian's addiction was the pressure he had to suffer from the success around him, however, that's not anywhere near being the reason. people are just afraid of facing the truth about him, that he was born corrupted and will remain as such even if he was sent to god himself. he started it willingly, and he got addicted to it unwillingly but due to the consequences of his actions. he accepted the fact that it was his fault, and he's not blaming it on anyone else at all, not his parents, and not his godfather. after getting addicted to the stuff, it screwed him up badly, to the point that his personality was altered. most of the time, he was himself, the really mean streak within him being dominant, but at other times, his personality turns a hundred and eighty degrees and he becomes quite... out of the world: really nice, and quite dellusional. he was also diagnosed with being really psychotic, that he actually became quite paranoid with everything. the one thing he did that forced him to be sent to this rehab was that he started vandalizing some buildings in a neighborhood, and when the police arrived to arrest him, sebastian attacked one of them with a knife that he had, and almost killed the cop. sebastian attacked many people before, but they were always people that he met upon the streets, which is why he never got arrested. this time, he was quite close to murdering an authority figure, and it was either juvy or rehab. that day, they arrested him for possession of drugs, and being under the influence, as well as attempted murder. thanks to his father's connections, he was able to serve one month in juvy, then get into rehab at the age of sixteen. [/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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THIS APPLICATION WAS MADE BY MIADAY PARADE AND IS FOR HER USE ONLY.
THIS APPLICATION WAS MADE BY MIADAY PARADE AND IS FOR HER USE ONLY.
