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Post by JORDYN DANIELLE MOORE on Apr 12, 2010 1:32:43 GMT
 not one more sound
(( let your hair down ))
Sprawled out on one of the sofas in the commons room as she watched tv, she stared down at her arm. It was bleeding from her picking at a scab that had been on her arm for about a week. There was a newly made cut mark that was also still slightly bleeding as well. Jordyn just kind of ignored it. It didn't really hurt, at least not anymore. The pain wasn't something that Jordyn found was a problem for her. She was use to it by now and it was just like no other feeling. In ways it made her all fuzzy but that was something she didn't tell people. She didn't need them knowing she was completely insane, if being at an asylum didn't confirm that already.
Either way, propping her legs up on the end of the shortest sofa in the room, she ran her fingers through the blood that had formed on her outstretched arm. Twisting her fingers, she made blood stained circles going up and down her arm. Doing this cause the girl to not notice the sound of the door closing behind someone entering the commons room and she just continued what she was doing. ---- ---- ---- ---- ---- ---- ---- ----woah, I feel just like we're losing control
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Post by spencertwice on Apr 12, 2010 2:23:22 GMT
IT'S HARD FOR ME TO SAY
but I think you've taken my heart away
Spencer put out a cigarette as he passed an open door in the hallways . It had been a dull day . Group therapy was a bitch , and he had spent all day wandering around the institute . He was alone with his thoughts for more than eight hours . Considering I got up at about 7 , looking for a cup of coffee . Or a drink . Vodka , or a beer . At seven in the morning ? Yeah , that's normal for him . Get up , have a drink , walk around , read a book , smoke a lot . Yup - story of his life . The cigarette left a small , black dot on the door . Pathetic . He continued walking , some what unsure of where he was going . Towards somewhere or away from something . Whatever it was , Spencer didn't care . He really didn't . During his little walk - he had thought about someone in particular . Actually - two people . But The other girl wasn't important , no . Not now .
He was thinking mostly about Jordyn . She was great , and great , meaning ... great . She was different - not only by her sweet , innocent , naive looks . She was smart , and kind , a really great person . But , well , there was the fact she had low self confidence , she cuts herself , and is known for leaving her relationships . But Spencer is trying to get past that . He's not trying to see through it - but trying to make it right . Or at least better . As he was walking down the dimly lighted corridor - he noticed he was heading for the common rooms . Might as well . There were t.vs there , couches , and place to hang out with friends . He should really start hanging out there more . Instead of spending his days wandering about . Although - that could be the only way he keeps his figure . By walking off all the fats he eats in a day .
Spencer opened the common rooms door , slowly , whilst taking his pack of cigarettes out from his pocket . no one usually said anything about him smoking in there - so he found no problem with lighting up . Taking a drag , and exhaling after the smoke burned the top of his moth - too much to bear - he noticed a familiar pink head . It was Jordyn . An immediate smile formed on his lips as he walked over to her , flailing an arm across her shoulders . Looking down he saw her messing with one of her cuts , "You gotta stop doing that ,
[/b] He told her lightly , nodding toward her arm . "at least when I'm around . I don't want you focused on your cuts when you're around me . [/b] Spencer smirked , burying his face into her neck , she smelled of apples , and candy . He kissed her lightly , keeping his head bent down , "Where have you been all day ?[/b] [/justify][/color][/font][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote] x - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - xNOTEZ;
Eh - it's shit .
WERDCOUNT;
Too lazy!
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JORDYN<3
CRED!T;
AMANDA THE PIRATE * at Caution 2.0!
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Post by JORDYN DANIELLE MOORE on Apr 12, 2010 3:02:57 GMT
not one more sound
(( let your hair down )) ---- ---- ---- ---- ---- ---- ---- ----Jordyn wasn't especting the person entering the room to be someone that she knew. Yet alone the person she had been thinking about. Slowly the smell of cigeratte smoke hit her and she just hoped that it was the person she wanted it to be. The statement ringing in her ears made her look between him and what she had been doing on her arm before. She continued to do it for a while until she let her arm fall to her side. It wasn't something that she could easily stop, at least for good but she could stop messing with her cuts while around Spencer. "I'm sorry.." she stated softly, a frown forming on her face shortly after. That was the least she could do. He hated the fact that she harmed herself and she knew that he wanted her to stop.
When he rested against her neck she lifted her hand to rest on the back of his neck, letting her fingers dance in his hair. Jordyn had always expected the smoke to be the most dominate smell about Spencer due to the fact that he was always smoking. It was a bit of a surprise to Jordyn that it wasn't the dominant smell of Spencer. He always smelled just amazing to Jordyn. The kiss made her a little weak, something she was use to with Spencer. Everything he did make her all fuzzy and warm inside. Looking around him to sort of answer his question, "I've been here for the most part. I should be asking where you've been. I looked for you earlier." It was a none fact that Jordyn liked being around Spencer and she had to force the thoughts from her mind about leaving this relationship, ignoring Soencer in the process. It was a thought the often occured to the girl. She wasn't willing to let this go just yet though.
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