Post by MAYUMI FAEY KIMURA on Apr 16, 2010 1:40:31 GMT
MAYUMI F. KIMURA
I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time,
I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, To go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
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HAI THURRR~ MY NAME IS Mouse and I HAIL
FROM GMT- 7 Mountain time!
AREN'T YOU JEALOUS ;] YOU CAN CONTACT ME
BY MY HOTMAILl!. OH,
AND I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR A YEAR AND A FEW MONTHS NOW!
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I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time,
I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, To go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
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HAI THURRR~ MY NAME IS Mouse and I HAIL
FROM GMT- 7 Mountain time!
AREN'T YOU JEALOUS ;] YOU CAN CONTACT ME
BY MY HOTMAILl!. OH,
AND I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR A YEAR AND A FEW MONTHS NOW!
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[/b] Mayumi Faey Kimura* / FULL NAME
* / NICKNAMES[/b] Mayu, Mayu-chan, Mouse
* / AGE[/b] 17
* / GENDER[/b] female
* / JOB[/b] N/A
* / SEXUALITY[/b] bisexual
* / MEMBER GROUP[/b] emo
* / CONDITIONS[/b] Bi-polar depression. She tried to commit suicide at the ages of 14, 15, and 16. She doesn't eat (anorexia) and she takes drugs, and also cuts herself. She is also a masochist. She also has MPD (multiple personality disorder), but we don't find about about that until she has spent more time here. {Her personality's are as follows:
The friend- She is kind and caring. Truthful yet reserved. She is always around when a friend is in trouble. She makes jokes and laughs at herself and her friends. She loves to tease and play jokes on people. She would rather help people than help herself. She gives up things to make others happy. she wears a smile on her face every day. She skips down halls and dances randomly, singing at the top of her lungs. She tries to fix broken relationships.
The bitch- She will ignore the people who piss her off. She ignores people who think they are better than her because of money or clothing. She will judge and talk about people behind their backs. She will try to be your friend just to get to the top.
The emo- She blames herself for everything that goes wrong in life. She believes that the world would be a better place if she left it. She looks down on herself and has terrible self-esteem. She does drugs and hurts herself to get rid of that pain she feels inside. She cant see the point in living life anymore. She always looks at other people to hate her as much as she hates herself. She feels ugly and fat all the time even tho she is quite healthy and slender, and most people tell her she is beautiful.
The flirt- Every boy she talks to automatically likes her. She has many admirers and a few stalkers. She has had many boyfriends in her 17 years of life. (ex: 8 boyfriends in 12 months. When she was 16) She just wants to find that one guy who will love her for all her flaws and wait for her. She just wants to know what real love is. She feels that every guy just wants in her pants. She loves the attention tho and loves it when guys give her their number.
The dork- She talks to herself. She sings along to ridiculous music and dances around her room in her undies. She pokes people and then giggles like crazy. She is a weirdo, an outcast and she doesn't like homework. She loves to cook and make a mess in the kitchen. She loves to play with little kids on the floor or even puppy's and small dogs. She draws on her pants and colors her shoes. She dyes her hair once a month and is always up for a change. She wants a tattoo and a piercing. She just wants to have fun.} All we know of right now is the 'emo'.
* / FACE CLAIMGeorgia Gore[/b]
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[/b] To cook and spend time with her friends. Listening to music and singing along. Drawing and writing poems. Likes to dance in the rain. Loves to eat sour candy and learn new languages. Loves her cell phone and talking on her phone. Neon colors and black.* / LIKES
* / DISLIKES[/b] Heights. Spiders/bugs. Homework. Those snotty rich bitches. Needles and blood make her queasy. Also clowns...
* / POSITIVE TRAITS[/b] Is honest. Strong. Caring. Outgoing. Open-Minded. The best friend you could ever want.
* / NEGATIVE TRAITS[/b] Her emotions get in the way. Always wanting to please people. Gives in easily. Cant stand up for herself. The fact that she keeps everything inside until she explodes. Her bad habits & nail biting. She is also extremely non assertive. She also is extremely stubborn & gets jealous easily.[/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]
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[/b] Bend, OR* / HOMETOWN
* / PARENTS[/b] Heather, 37 & Travis, 45
* / SIBLINGS[/b] none
* / OTHER FAMILY[/b] none
* / HISTORY[/b] She was born 3 months early on a hot July. The 10th of July to be exact. She stayed in the hospital for 3 months, connected to tube and wires to support her small body. One day she just pulled them all out and lived on her own without the tubes and such. She still bears scars from the needles, maybe that is why she is so terrified of them. Anyway her parents lived together and tried to have another child, but they never did. By the time she was 4 her parents were fighting all the time and they dint care if their young daughter watched. Her mother walked out that night as she slept, and the next morning her father said. "Mommy left us because she doesn't love us anymore." She believed the lies he fed to her, so she deeply resented her mother. As she grew older she stayed away from her mother and only saw her when necessary. When she turned 6 her mother met a young an and started to date him. He was kind to her and her mother. Her father continued his drug use her whole childhood and often times you could find the young child filling her lungs with the pot smoke that lived in the bathroom, as she sat in it with her father just talking. She had always wanted an older brother and searches for one in friends. But her father met a woman when she was 7 that abused her mentally, emotionally, and physically. She would be burned and beaten and hit and cursed at and called names and terrible things that no child should ever be allowed to go through. As she grew her self-esteem grew to be less and less each day. She dint need her step-mother putting her down, she knew it all by heart so she began to do it to herself. But everything changed on the night she almost lost her life.
Her step-mother was drunk and she burst into her room. She grabbed the little 14 year old girl by the ankle and proceeded to drag her down the hall. She got her to the stairs, but just in that moment little Mayumi broke free and ran to her room. She locked the door and cried and for the first time in her life cut herself. She watched the line of red bubble up on the back of her hand then passed out when the rusty smell hit her nose. She woke up at 6am the next morning and went to school, she came home did her chores then went up in her room, then again she cut her little finger then wrapped it up so she wouldn't pass out. She ended up telling her mother about the abuse 6 months later (from her step-mother, not the cutting) then went to live with her.
At the age of 16 Mayumi had stopped eating to loose weight, was still cutting herself; but in places that were hard for people to see and began to play with drugs. She went to her first party and got stoned then drank. That same night a guy who liked her called her cell phone and told her he was going to a suicide party. She began sobbing into the phone and completely lost it. Her friend who took her to the party started to scream at her to stop crying and to get out of the bathroom. So after about 15 minutes she came out. She wiped her tears then began drinking again.
She was well into pill popping by this time, and combining that with the smoking and drinking it was a disaster waiting to happen. She was home alone that day and she was done with life. She texted her friends telling them, 'Good bye.' Then she opened a bottle and consumed half of the pills inside. She then cut open her leg then went to bed so she could drift into sleep and just stay asleep. But two friends came over and saved her life. Her mother came to the hospital and stayed until they let her take her daughter and go home. A month after her suicide attempt her doctor put her on anti depressants, but she soon stopped taking them. She kept them and popped a few when she needed, but her habit wasn't healthy. Soon after that she was sent here.
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THIS APPLICATION WAS MADE BY MIADAY PARADE AND IS FOR HER USE ONLY.
THIS APPLICATION WAS MADE BY MIADAY PARADE AND IS FOR HER USE ONLY.
