Post by SERENA ROSE RANDOLF on Apr 20, 2010 17:41:52 GMT
So this is supposed to help me right doc? But what is a druggie supposed to write about you know? I bet you want to hear all about my dreams, and the things i went through in life, right? Well, i could do that, or I could just ramble about how dumb this place is, or how dumb you are. Well, what seems more interesting? thinking about how my life was, or is now? I wonder about that one.
You think maybe this will help me. Earth to you, but nothing will help but drugs. drugs, to cover up all the flippin pain. You ask what pain? Well, maybe i'll let you in to that secret one day. But, for now, It's my little dirty secret.
Here have fun reading this
Matthew- You wonder why I hate you. You wonder why I'm mad at you, well you shouldn't be so dumb. You shouldn't of been so dumb. You shouldn't of smartened up. I had to grow up. I had to mature, and stop my silly little games. I had to do the parenting. Till I got sick of that shit. I got sick of caring for OUR KIDS, without you. I hope you know, I still love you. I hope you know, I never forgot about you, and I never will let your kids forget you either.
Mother- You're messed up. You screwed up my life. You put drugs in my life. I hate you, truly I do. I hope you die, and I hope you think about how you screwed my life up everyday. I hope you die alone, bitch.
Father- You are one of the best fathers in the world. Even though, I disowned you for a few years. I am sorry. You take care of my kids, and you're self. Tell emma, I love her.
Auntie- You were the one that took me in, You were the one that cared what happened to me. You tried. You really did. You tried to help me through it all, but it's so hard to help someone so far gone. I know that now. I love you, even if you don't like me or you hate me now.
yeah, that's all, but you can read this crap, maybe see where everything went wrong, stupid doc.
You think maybe this will help me. Earth to you, but nothing will help but drugs. drugs, to cover up all the flippin pain. You ask what pain? Well, maybe i'll let you in to that secret one day. But, for now, It's my little dirty secret.
Here have fun reading this
Matthew- You wonder why I hate you. You wonder why I'm mad at you, well you shouldn't be so dumb. You shouldn't of been so dumb. You shouldn't of smartened up. I had to grow up. I had to mature, and stop my silly little games. I had to do the parenting. Till I got sick of that shit. I got sick of caring for OUR KIDS, without you. I hope you know, I still love you. I hope you know, I never forgot about you, and I never will let your kids forget you either.
Mother- You're messed up. You screwed up my life. You put drugs in my life. I hate you, truly I do. I hope you die, and I hope you think about how you screwed my life up everyday. I hope you die alone, bitch.
Father- You are one of the best fathers in the world. Even though, I disowned you for a few years. I am sorry. You take care of my kids, and you're self. Tell emma, I love her.
Auntie- You were the one that took me in, You were the one that cared what happened to me. You tried. You really did. You tried to help me through it all, but it's so hard to help someone so far gone. I know that now. I love you, even if you don't like me or you hate me now.
yeah, that's all, but you can read this crap, maybe see where everything went wrong, stupid doc.