Post by SHOU TAKESHI on Apr 26, 2010 4:06:13 GMT
Shou Yoru Takeshi
A wintry sky and the broken streetlight; cold wind.
Unknown shadow; the footprint of desertion.
Freedom was taken.
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HAI THURRR~ MY NAME IS L and I HAIL
FROM North Eastern!
AREN'T YOU JEALOUS ;] YOU CAN CONTACT ME
BY PM. OH,
AND I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR 0 years NOW!
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A wintry sky and the broken streetlight; cold wind.
Unknown shadow; the footprint of desertion.
Freedom was taken.
• • • • • • • • • • • •
HAI THURRR~ MY NAME IS L and I HAIL
FROM North Eastern!
AREN'T YOU JEALOUS ;] YOU CAN CONTACT ME
BY PM. OH,
AND I'VE BEEN ROLEPLAYING FOR 0 years NOW!
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[/b] Shou Yoru Takeshi* / FULL NAME
* / NICKNAMES[/b] n/a
* / AGE[/b] 17
* / GENDER[/b] Male
* / JOB[/b] n/a
* / SEXUALITY[/b] Bisexual
* / MEMBER GROUP[/b] Emos
* / CONDITIONS[/b]
Depression/Suicidal - He often wonders why he's still alive. He's trapped inside his mind, wallowing in a dark pit of despair.
Self-Hatred/Cutting - He hates who he is. He cuts to make sure he's still alive and breathing. He believes he's a worthless person and mutilates himself to become as ugly as he feels.
Social Anxiety - He's very akward when talking to others for the first time. He feels like an idiot and doesn't know what to say. He feels that as soon as he meets someone, they're thinking something horrible about him. He's also very self-concious and is always trying to cover his body with un-flattering clothing.
Philophobia - He's afraid of letting someone get close to him and letting them love him because he feels he doesn't deserve to be loved. He's also scared that he isn't good enough.
Haphephobia - He freaks out when certain people touch him. Only people he's known for a very long time, and trusts very much can touch him without him having a panic attack.
* / FACE CLAIM[/b] Ruki
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[/b]* / LIKES
• loud music
• smoking
• reading
• writing
• tattoos
• piercings
• jewelry
• coffee
• animals
* / DISLIKES[/b]
• people asking obvious questions
• people touching him
• needles
• spiders
• his father and step-father
• being stared at
• social gatherings
• people
• animal abusers
• himself
* / POSITIVE TRAITS[/b]
• gives good advice
• good listener
• can be kind/sweet
• honest
• loyal
• trustworthy
* / NEGATIVE TRAITS[/b]
• depressed easily
• sometimes is too harsh on others
• pushes pepole away
• trust issues
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[/b] Tokyo, Japan* / HOMETOWN
* / PARENTS[/b] Ken Takeshi, 35; Yumiko Minato(née Takeshi), 34; Rai Minato, 33
* / SIBLINGS[/b] Yuu, 7; Riku, 10; Aki, 12
* / OTHER FAMILY[/b] n/a
* / HISTORY[/b]
His parents met each other in high school and soon began dating each other. His parents were deeply in love; they completed each other. So you can imagine how happy they were when Yumiko found out she was pregnant. It didn't even faze them that they were about to become teenage parents. None of that mattered since they had each other another.
After long awaited months, Shou was born further strengthening his parents love. When he was around 4 his parents relationship began to get rocky. His father would come home late at night, smelling of cheap perfume and smoke. His parents would yell at each other, not noticing him watching. After a hour of yelling his father would then storm out of the house and not come back until the morning. One night the fighting escalated and his father struck his mother for the first time. He watched as his mother cowered in fear and his father promised never to lay a hand on her again.
Slowly, their relationship became stable once more. His father never came home late and never hit his mother again and before long his little sister Aki was on the way. Soon after his brother Riku came along, and then Yuu. Everything seemed to go back to normal, his parents loved each other unconditionally again and he couldn't be happier.
When he was 13, his father began to come home late once more. His mother had enough after a month of him sneaking into the house and confronted him about it. His father began yelling at his mother for getting into his business. His mother yelled back and soon their house was filled with crashes and loud shouts. His father broke his promise and raised his hand against his mother once more. He hit her so hard that she had to be hospitalized.
After his mother was released, she ended the abuse. She broke up with his father and moved out. She took Shou and Yuu with her while Aki and Riku stayed behind with their father. Every other weekend Shou and Yuu would visit their father for a day.
Not even a months later, Shou's mother got a new boyfriend named Rai. Shou instantly didn't like Rai, but seeing his mother so happy, he couldn't say anything. Whenever Rai was around, Shou made sure to avoid him. But a few weeks after they began dating, his mother had Rai watch him and Yuu while she went to work. Later in the evening, Rai put Yuu to sleep. Once he was sure the little boy was asleep he sought out Shou in his room.
Shou felt awkward but let the older man into his room. Rai chatted casually with him a while before making his move. He pushed Shou to the bed. When Shou screamed for help, he slapped him and threatened to hurt Yuu. Scared for his little brother, Shou let Rai do whatever he wanted with him. That night Rai raped Shou. Once he was done, Rai threatened that if Shou said anything to anyone he'd hurt his family. Worried, Shou kept quiet and suffered in silence.
Months passed by slowly and Shou was brutally raped constantly by Rai. When he was 15, Rai and his mother got married and they moved away from Aki, Riku, and his father. Yuu and Shou were forced to live in a different place and meet new people. Shou was constantly picked on and eventually stopped trying to get close to anyone. He slowly began to stop talking all together.
A year later his mother got pregnant and was going to have a little boy. When Rai found out, he began to abuse him even more. He was almost beaten or raped every day. His mother was so wrapped up in her own happiness that she didn't notice the various wounds on her eldest son's body.
One day, Rai had brought over a 'friend' to help him partake in abusing Shou. He threatened that he'd move on to Yuu if Shou didn't cooperate. Begrudgingly Shou let them do whatever they wanted to him to protect his little brother. They humiliated him, breaking his body until he couldn't move.
They mocked him, saying he was a worthless whore that wouldn't amount to anything. Days after the incident, their words still echoed in his ears and he couldn't take it anymore. Feeling ugly and tainted, Shou attempted suicide. Before he could die, his mother found him and rushed him to the hospital.
As soon as he was discharged, he tried to tell his mother what has been happening to him. Before he could utter a word, Rai stepped in and stopped him. That night, Rai abused him to the point of making him beg for mercy. The next day, out of fear, Rai sends him away to an asylum in hopes of keeping him silent.
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