broken, bruised, and a little bit used

[SHOU TAKESHI]

♦ Shou Takeshi ♦

seventeen|abused|depressed|isolated|self-hating|insecure

Close my eyes theses voices say
Haunting me, I can't escape
For you, just you
Time will always wait
While I throw away what I can't replace

♦ ♦ ♦

Shou is a very complex person.
He can be hard to get along with sometimes because he often pushes people away.
He’s really just a scared boy underneath it all that’s trying to hide from his past.

♦ Friends ♦

Shou usually has a horrible first impression. When he meets someone new, he doesn’t know what to say which brings up a lot of awkward moments. He feels like if he says something he’ll make himself look like an idiot. He is also very cautious of people and doesn’t get emotionally or physically close. It takes him a long time to open up to others, sometimes it’s even years before he fully trusts you. But once you worm your way passed his walls and into his heart you’re there to stay. He’s extremely loyal to those he trusts and he’d do anything for their benefit. He doesn’t let go of people easily and has a hard time breaking away from them when they betray him.

♦ Enemies ♦

He usually keeps to himself or a close group of friends. You’d only be his enemy if you did something to him or someone he loved. He holds grudges and isn’t quick to forgive people when they harm something precious to him.

♦ Lovers ♦

Love is a very complicated subject for Shou. He’d like to fall in love someday but he’s also afraid of being close to someone like that which makes him push a lot of potential romances away. He’s a romantic and wants a love that will outlast life, but he’s too scared to pursue it. He’s scared that once he opens himself and gives his all to that special person, they’ll see how horrible and ugly he is and leave him. He also has low self-esteem and thinks that no one would want to possibly be with someone like him.

I'm caught in place
But I ignore what I can't erase
I will run and hide till memories fade away

[CERO JOSEPHINE NINE]

`` Cero - Shou __

Okay so first of all, it's Ruki from the GazettE, which is automatic <3 for me!
Second, I swear he's totally the most adorable little thing I've ever seen! >3
I wanna huggle him, but I don't wanna freak him out either....
-air hug from ten miles away-

lolz Moving on to the serious business then!
Small intro of my girlie here: she's a schizophrenic and has imaginary friends galore (don't be surprised if she suddenly starts talking to an empty patch of air), has her dead twin sister's voice in her head (or so she thinks), and is in the possession of three, very different persons all housed in the same body.
She's an art-addict, so anything art related she loves automatically.
She's got a tendency to randomly select people around her to serve as her 'models'; whether they know they're being drawn or not depends on whether or not she feels like giving them the picture later (which I'd say is probably how she'd start off meeting Shou in the first place).

Anyway, totally think Shou and Cero should have a run-in at some point.
Of course, it'd probably be an extremely awkward encounter, since they're both wary of other people - and Cero's kind of an androphobe so that doesn't help things - and I can imagine that neither would get closer than like five feet to the other.
But with a guy like Shou, I'm thinking Cero won't be as nervous as she usually is around other men (or at least, she won't STAY freaked out by the fact he's a dude for long).
She'd feel sorry for him, since he seems to be even more socially-illiterate than she is, and would spend the rest of the time she knew him trying to coax him out of his shell.
Also, since he doesn't seem to act like the other guys she's known (and he's Asian, what's not to love there?! XD), she might end up falling in love with him without even knowing it herself.

So shall we say friends to begin with?
I don't care if you want them to end up in a relationship or not later, or just stay buddies.
It's your call; I just thought having Cero be all confused over why she's not completely petrified around Shou all the time would be funny to play. >P

Change/delete anything! ^^

[SHOU TAKESHI]

Shou & Cero

The GazettE is amazing! <3
Ruki is my favourite member.

It'd be entertaining and fun to have the two of them bump into each other :]
It would be really awkward between them at first, and Shou would be wondering if she has ulterior motives for talking to him. He'd eventually get used to her though, maybe even enough to move a ft closer. lol

Yeah, they should be friends at first and we'll see how it goes from there?

[WOOK JAE-JI]

`` Cero - Shou __

(Sorry, I'm too lazy to switch accounts right now. ><)
lolz It's a tie for me between Ruki, Uruha, and Reita!
Simply cannot decide which one I like better. >3

Pfft, just be warned, Cero might scream at him if he's not careful.
As in a bloody-murder-it's-someone-with-a-dick! kind of scream. XD
Then she might try to scuttle away from him and hide behind some inanimate object or another until she deems it safe to at least peek at him.
Don't panic, it's all a veeeery natural reaction. 83
Then, when she figures out he's not the Boogey-man, that's when she'll crawl out of her corner and start talking to him a a little (we might need to use megaphones for them with that distance! O.o)
lawlz Yes! A foot! Whooo improvement! XD

And sure, we can go with that.
Do you want me to start a thread for them?

[SHOU TAKESHI]

Shou & Cero

They're all amazing! I liked Reita the most at first. Now it's switched to the lovely Ruki!(There's just something about lead singers *_*)

Shou'd be all bothered, nervous and awkward. He'd feel depressed thinking that he got someone to hate him without him even saying anything lol. Yes! An improvement! :]

If you wouldn't mind ^_^

(P.S. Nice Changmin pic! Jae is my favourite lol)

[WOOK JAE-JI]

`` Cero - Shou __

Hrm, truuuuue....
But I also like bass guitarists in bands, so it'd still be a toss up between Ruki and Reita. >P

lolz Aww! Bad Cero! No making people feel bad like that! ><
-scold-
And after that, another foot, then another, then another, and pretty soon....le gasp, they're actually only a foot away from one another! 8O
Ta-da! Miracles can happen! XD

Righty-ho! I shall get on it ASAP! ^^
ZOMGZ, you know DBSK?!?!?!
I think I may officially love you! 83
And thanks, I rather like Jae-boy myself! XP

[SHOU TAKESHI]

Shou & Cero

Yeah, guitarists are pretty sexy...

lol, well who doesn't like litte bit of good ole angst?
Miracles do come true! All it took was a little faith, trust, and pixie dust!(er...Peter Pan moment there...O.o)

^_^ mkay!
I've been spazzing about DBSK for the last three months *___*
lol I feel special! <3
Yeppers...Jaejoong has stolen my heart, along with the rest of them. (Can you blame me? They're fuckin' sexy >.< Pardon my French lol)

[CERO JOSEPHINE NINE]

`` Cero - Shou __

Indeed they are. >3

Angst is good, and drama is always fun!
Make that a little faith, trust, a truck-load of pixie dust, and some anti-androphobic spray and we're all good!

lolz You should feel specialness! XDD
Psha! Der they're sexy! It's too bad they broke up though! DX
Oh well, there's always plenty of other K-pop boy bands to obsess over I suppose...
-goes out to stalk some Koreans- XP

[SHOU TAKESHI]

Shou & Cero

lol yeah...a truck load or two sounds about right.
DBSK are still together, they recently released a new song actually. They're not in Korea at the moment though. They've been in Japan for a few months now.

Korean stalking is fun *_*

[CERO JOSEPHINE NINE]

`` Cero - Shou __

Yays! And thread is up! ^^

Really? Huh, my information source was wroooooong! DX
What song is that?
Okay, that makes more sense then.
Cuz I was gonna say, I'm pretty sure Jae and Xiah and Micky were all suing SMent.....>>

Yush it is! Too bad where I live, there are like no other Asians around. >.<

[SHOU TAKESHI]

Shou & Cero

Yay for thread! =^__^=
lol it's okay. They did bring SM to court because of contract and money issues, but that was all solved. They're currently on hiatus in Japan but last month before the hiatus they released a new single called Toki Wo Tomete. Before that they released a single called Break Out(if you didn't know :])

I know how you feel. There are hardly any Asians where I live.

[CERO JOSEPHINE NINE]

`` Cero - Shou __

ZOMFGZZOMFGZZOMFGZ!!!!
Must look it up NOW!!!! >o<
-scampers off like the rabid fangirl she is- >P
Yah, I heard Break Out, but I thought that was from waaaaay back....>>
-feels out of date-

lolz I need to move to like California or Chicago or someplace, where they have Chinatowns and whatnot. ><

[SHOU TAKESHI]

Shou & Cero

lol yep, Jaejoong's hair is like an orange colour (o.O)
I love Break Out *_*
xD me too...but I think there is a Chinatown near me...