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Post by ROXANNE MELANIE VAUGHN on Apr 30, 2010 20:03:10 GMT
 - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[ EVERYTHING'S SUPPOSED TO HAVE A HAPPY ENDING ]but the record keeps skipping and the needle keeps bendingA mistake. The words echoed in her head so loudly she felt like screaming. Had he been lying when he'd told her he loved her? Had he been lying when he'd said he'd love their baby? She touched her stomach and sunk to the ground, curling up into a small little ball hidden behind a rather large rose bush. She had said she'd stop drinking, but she'd said nothing about cutting.... Her hand fished threw her pocket, pulling out a blade she'd had for sometime now. She rubbed sanitizer on it, she didn't want the baby sick even if she did want release. She dug the metal into her skin,groaning a bit as the blood bubbled over her skin.
She rummaged threw her bag and pulled out a thing of gauze, she had to be a little more careful now. No bleeding out...not until the baby was born at least. She wrapped it around her wrist to stop the blood and lay there closing her eyes. A mistake. She shook her head willing the words to leave. She wanted to believe he needed her the way he promised her he did. she whimpered quietly, curling up once more and letting tears fall.
She'd heard the way he'd spoken of her and the baby...and she'd never felt so confused before in her life. She felt nauseous, but that was just morning sickness. She threw up, not bothering to find a garbage or anything. She moved away enough that she wouldn't choke to death on it. "my heart hurts" she mumbled to her stomach, "so much. But daddy didn't mean any of it...he loves you...your not a mistake" she murmured quietly.
[/center] this girl is wearing THIS
word count is up to 2 8 0
lyrics are by BUTCH WALKER
my notes are: roxy's sadddd
credit goes to BROOKE FROM CAUTION |
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Post by ANGELEENA MARIA MYANAVICH on May 1, 2010 15:51:51 GMT
 I AM DISAPPOINTEDevery morning that i wake up
What the hell did it matter anymore? Toni denied any responsibility or claims to the child growing inside of Leena's body. Mikhael was going through so much because of the mistakes she had made in her life, and now she just didn't care. A tiny box bounced around in her pocket, a tiny block of cocaine, a razor and a small plastic tube. It had been a month and she needed a god damned fix.
Glancing around her, she had finally found a spot to snort it from as she pulled it from her pocked, placing it on a bench as she quickly scraped some from the block, lining it up. Now she just had to pray that the wind wouldn't pick up as she pulled out the tiny tube and inhaled the beautiful white powder, letting out a soft moan as the high immediately hit. Now, she didn't care about the baby, or the detox she had been working so hard to keep, or even Mik. All she cared about was how wonderful it felt. She scraped off a little bit more and inhaled again, letting her eyes roll back before she finally noticed someone else.
And that someone else was one of the few people that she had been doing the detox for. "Shiiiiiit." Her voice was quiet as she quickly felt the high, the colors around her swirling. Leena crawled a little bit closer to Roxy, touching her face some. "Dearest~~ hoooolaa."
........Outfit: link
Words:
Tagged: roxy
Lyrics: i hear noises . tegan and sara
Notes:omai
Angeleena's emotions: CAINE CAINE I NEED MY CAINE
Credit: RAWR?! of cautionalso known as kali of nevermore. do not remove credit. |
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Post by ROXANNE MELANIE VAUGHN on May 5, 2010 7:18:16 GMT
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[ EVERYTHING'S SUPPOSED TO HAVE A HAPPY ENDING ]but the record keeps skipping and the needle keeps bending Roxanne was mildly shocked when she felt Leena's cool touch. "W-what are you doing here?" she asked quietly, grabbing her bleeding arm and quickly bandaging it. She whimpered a little, Vera would murder her...but she'd needed the release. Just like he needed two lovers, she needed him and her blade to survive. She just couldn't live without one. Maybe that was why she was here. For being so terminally attached to her razor.
She looked at leena with almost glazed eyes from the high it gave her, "Maja doesnt mind...do you maja..." she asked her stomach quietly. She wrinkled her nose a bit and scooted a little from leena, "She doesn't like what your doing though. It makes her sicksick." she said softly, "It makes your baby sick too leena" she rubbed her belly gently, "be good little girl" she whispered, curling up around her stomach protectively, "Daddy doesn't think your a mistake, just mommy, i promise. he loves you."
[/center] this girl is wearing THIS
word count is up to 2 8 0
lyrics are by BUTCH WALKER
my notes are: roxy's sadddd
credit goes to BROOKE FROM CAUTION [/quote] |
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