Post by LUCAS EZEKIEL GUNTHER on May 1, 2010 0:54:01 GMT
l u c a s || e z e k i e l || g u n t h e r
This medication can't save me.
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April 30th, '10
what is sanity? do i have it in my heart, or in my mind? what is the proper reference to me? insane, or sane? my name is lucas, and i've been told to keep this journal. why on earth i'm obeying them is beyond me... but something is telling me that i need to write down my feelings when i find it necessary to vent. but where should i start?
my hallucinations are getting more and more worse every passing day. it's quite the nuisance, though i can't rightfully tell whether they're making me sad, angry or scared... it's confusing and i just want to hit something. anything to release these bottled up emotions.
they depict dark cloudy hands grabbing for me. sometimes the outlines of my vision goes white, other times gray. maybe black. sometimes i see people that aren't there. and voices whisper to me, they taunt, "the rain, the rain. the rain will swallow you." what might i do? i know this isn't real, but why is it affecting me so damn much? is there a solace, a place to hide from it?
lucas x
JACK from caution 2.0 made this gorgeous template. He worked hard, so leave the credit on, bitch.
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[center][color=3A66A7]JACK[/color] from [URL=http://z10.invisionfree.com/CAUTIONTOTHEWIND/index.php?showuser=10578]caution 2.0[/URL] made this gorgeous template. He worked hard, so leave the credit on, bitch.[/center]
